adrianaforreal

I'm going to the shop tonight and not for me! I'm sad. Abbey is getting Totoros on her calves. I think it's going to be awesome. I'm taking in the drawings of my cherry blossom tree for my right shoulder. I'm going to try and hold off until my birthday. It's only 4 months and 2 days. Not that I'm counting...I never thought I'd say this but I can't wait to be 26. 25 was the worst year of my life I think. Cheers to that being over soon.







I  can't decide which one I like better. I think the tree because I can connect it to my star and wave. But I love the simplicity of the green one. 

I don't want to jinx it...but I totally am trying to follow my hippie mother's advice here and put out lots of positive energy and create a self fulfilling prophecy.

So...the visuals team just put in a request for another designer. This means I could work with Abbey and do what I love. Also probably major pay raise. Please, oh please let this happen!! I would be able to stay here and go to Mexico and next June I'm fully vested. Which is good as I haven't made enough money in my life yet to save shit. God, that whole sentence made me sound old and like everything I hate. Ugh.

Chicago in 10 days!! Ben Nichols!! Chuck Ragan!! Brad Rouse? We'll find out tonight. I have to get my industrial taken out. Sadness. I have to put a barbell in the conch and a ring in the helix. That fucker just does not want to heal. I wonder why...I'm so bad to my piercings. Actually, the two I thought would be the worst are the only ones that are 100%. It's just my stupid ears. I need to not sleep on them, stop talking on the phone so much, and most definitely not use my headphones. Well, not likely. I've been listening to Alkaline Trio - S/T A LOT. My iTunes goes straight into Crimson after that. The difference in their sound is so crazy. I mean, I love Trio. Way too much. However, I really only love, love Godamnit, S/T and Maybe I'll Catch Fire. I like everything else, but it's just not the same as their early shit. I remember the first time I heard them. My friend Emily put it on in the car on the way home from school, I was 16 and she played me Trouble Breathing because she thought the line "look at how godamn ugly the stars are" was the most profound shit ever. At 16 I guess it is. Still, I was hooked. Skiba is fucking amazing. 

I've had Cooking Wine stuck in my  head for the last 4 days. It's become my shower song. Oh yeah, I sing in the shower. Now I keep going back and forth between '97 and Nose Over Tail. That's a good shower song. Mandy and I like to play "What would make a good Guitar Hero song?" We're so lame. I need to break down and buy it. I like alcohol and new tattoos better than Guitar Hero though. 

ONE HOUR. I can't concentrate today. I am so fucking ADD. That not sleeping thing last night didn't help. I'm fucking loopy today. C'est la vie. I need to go get Abbey back for the shit she pulled on me earlier. I went to a meeting and she changed my background to these midgets. This is the second time she's done this to me. Then she snuck up on me when I had my headphones in and stomped on bubble wrap. I almost fell out of my chair. I get to work before she does. Muahahahahaha. I was going to call Brad and tell him about the dream she had about him drawing up her tattoo all crazy and have him do it. That was too much work though. 

44 MINUTES. 

I need this new job.