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Blog post 'Saying Goodbye [ any advice?]'

Saying Goodbye [ any advice?]

  • Published: 150 days ago
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Okay so...I need to blog about this really bad.. Because its my way to vent. since I can't do anything else.

I hate saying goodbye. But I think that I might have to do it.  I don't want matt's friends being angry at him because of me...or anything like that....so I think I should just say goodbye to everybody...

But I dont know because....I love him...SO MUCH...he was the first guy that i trusted to give my WHOLE heart to...and that meens alot.

I just feel like im intruding on his life. Like...i meen...he was all fine with his friends and stuff..then all of a sudden BAM! a girl comes into his life.  I could only imagine how his friends feel.

Saying goodbye...is really going to kill me...and eat at me....for the rest of my life though. Because he is the best guy out there in this world i swear he is. 

I dont know what to do!!!

Any advice??
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    • 366 trigs,
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    katie plz never say goodbye to me. i will always love u no matter who i date or how i indup. u have my heart and always will. i hope i still got urs idk if u took it back or not but i still love u ))





    -----matt----
    i LOVE u
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    GOOD LUCK TO WHATEVER YOU DECIDE~LOVES A WICKED THING TO UNDERSTAND AT TIME~HUG~SOMETIMES IT HURTS BAD~
    • 1826 trigs,
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    i remember a time when i was in a similar situation and i let my family and friends get the best of me.

    i always wonder what it would've been like had i defied them and stayed with my girlfriend. maybe we would be married by now. who knows?

    i also often think that maybe they were right. there's a reason why my friends are my friends and my family knows me pretty well too. maybe they saw something i didn't see.

    in full retrospect, i do wish we would've stayed together and figured it out for ourselves.

    i believe the only people who can make a decision about the strength of a relationship are those two people in the relationship.

    nothing worth while is easy.

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    its only after we've lost everything
    that we're free to do anything