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So, today I stayed after school for dance practice.  My mom came to pick me up at about 4:25 or somethign like that, and here was our conversation.:
mom-" hey hun how was school?"
me- " **silence**"
mom-" why wont u talk?"
me- " have no reason to"
mom-" just because you lost matt doesnt meen that it's the end of the world."
me-"it sure as hell is!"
mom- "well you will be happy....somebody called for you and left you a message."
me-" no i wont...who was it?"
mom-"you will see."
me-"whatever"

 [thinking in my head] 

me- I wonder if it was matt...NO KATIE DONT GET YOUR HOPES UP! it probably wasn't...why would he call ME?

[gets home and plays the messages on the answering machine]
answering machine--" you have...two new messages...message one....  Hey Katie it's matt, call me back when you get the chance...peace out."

me---*screams rlly loud* OMG OMG OMG MATT CALLED! HE LOVES MEE!!!!

answering machine-----message two.. " Hey katie it's matt again..umm don't call me back..I'll give you a call as soon as I can..i really need to talk to you...love you peace out"

me---GRR I WANT TO CALL HIM!

SO THIS DAY HAS BEEN GREAT!!  Matt called me, and left me two messages.  I waited for a lil bit and about an hour or so later he called me back and we've been talking. Just got off the phone with him though cuz he had to bring groceries into the house.

Wow, ya'll have NO idea how happy I am !!! I just....=] Felt so good to hear his voice again.  I feel stupid for freaking out and doing the things that I did...or attempted to do.  I should have known, that he would have called me SOMETIME. Or talk to me SOMETIME.  That's how he always is. He finds a way to talk to me. Might not be right away..but sooner or later....he WILL talk to me.  I really feel like me and him being together was ment to be...because....I don't think it would be happening this way if it wasn't.

You know....I really hope that my other blogs didn't make all of trig hate him.  Because people, he REALLY IS a great guy.  He is good to talk to ...you feel TONS better after talking to him. and OMFG HE IS SO FUCKING HILARIOUS.
wow 
im so excited.
and WOOO IM TALKING TO HIM ON THE PHONE AGAIN!
yay!
well im going to go so i can talk to him before he has to go!
To those of you who take time to read my blogs THANKS
and.......i'll right more later.
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sorry..just rlly happy.
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