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leaves turn

bellaace — Thu, 13 Nov 2008 05:54:09 +0000

everything changes so fast in life, one minute you there next minute you could be somewhere else. when you think you have plans, there are new ones to be made in their place. you always have questions but never answers.
its an exciting frustration
last years are like firsts, you come out knowing less than when you came in
that's the point I'm at now.
a looking back period
i know what I'd like to do, but i welcome a detour
besides...
in bumpy ride, what really stays buckled down?

anew

bellaace — Thu, 03 Jan 2008 02:10:01 +0000

a new day, a new year, a fresh start
a new birth certificate, a new marriage licence, a new foot tag

a new, anew

it really depends on you, your perspective

a walk forward, a walk back, standing still.....

i wish all a great new year.
to revitalize and truely realize your full potential.

happy celebration

bellaace — Mon, 24 Dec 2007 02:12:31 +0000

yea..i have finally made it through finals. its crazy....all the studying and chaos and now...the holidays. what can i say for it?its a crazy time for every body....but a cool one for reflection. at least for me. i like that now i have time to just focus on just me. what i want to do, my future. be in touch with the things that matter most to me.
i enjoy now i can have time with my hun and my family...
new year on the corner...
classes to pick out.

im glad i have a replacement cam..and its weird..
the time i have had away from pictures i notice the beauty in not capturing moments in nature on film. just notice the beauty in not necessarily picking up a camera....that time helps me really think wisely about snapping shots...cause that can be an addiction...haha

much love and cheer to all

sorta miffed about this..

bellaace — Wed, 28 Nov 2007 02:55:19 +0000

u know i like to take photos. like on average 100 in one day....i lost my camera after helping out @ linc center's tree lighting. it really sucks cause i loved that camera...i had new scenery pics to put up on here and welll....they are gone....if u like to take photos, u know it hits pretty hard....

for a turkey....

bellaace — Fri, 23 Nov 2007 21:29:28 +0000

i confess: i don't like thanksgiving. the commercialization. the over consuming. the extra work and cleaning that i brings to all people. the probing and stuffing of orifices of certain poultry beings....its all crock.

i think eating and spending time with those you love is a precious moment. a moment that should not be saved up for a moment we all call holidays. that should everyday of your life, for life is too short to avoid and leave unresolved paths.

in the night....

bellaace — Sun, 22 Jul 2007 07:11:37 +0000

im about to hit the bed...
so tired of segal and van dam night, enough action and funny supposedly serious plots
this glaring light hitting my goodnight

i have youtubed and wiki-ed and trig myself sleepy...lol

on a serious and sad note
i recieved word on tammy faye's passing
i barely know all of her story
but i did get to the final dinner while getting dinner with the fam...

she was a woman full of life, fight, might...she will be missed
i know she is in a better place and hope she finds piece after all she has been through

my poor weary eyes, g'night

sweltering...

bellaace — Fri, 29 Jun 2007 05:28:51 +0000

it was so hot today, such steam
i was totally soaked in sweat
whenever i came to a ac-ed spot, i fell asleep

here goes another night, with no sleep,
just drifting thinking,
wondering how to keep dry,
how to be cool,
while burning up

support the rainbows...

bellaace — Mon, 25 Jun 2007 03:29:35 +0000

i went to the gay pride parade in the village with my sis, bf, his friend and me mom. it was soo much fun...i have to say that parades have this aliveness to it. this amazing ability to captivate, alleviate,gallvinize people...no matter who you are. it invigorates the senses and inspires creativity. we loved every minute of it...i loved...

quebec...

bellaace — Thu, 21 Jun 2007 01:10:46 +0000

quebec is amazingly different than here. cleaner, nicer, and more environmentally sound. my cuz got married and i thought it was beautiful. maybe one day i will move there...im really thinking about it. but i so have to work on my french...

verbal arsenic

bellaace — Wed, 13 Jun 2007 04:18:04 +0000

i like to write poetry alot so...um...here is one i just came up with...enjoy.

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Lies are a terrible thing to taste

Excruciating silence of bodies

Nights on end of perpetual thoughts

Or are they dreams

Looking deep into your eyes for some type of indication

What am I looking for

What have I found

What do I have

They flicker in complete realization

That the truth is made to be bare

Through your daggers for they never fail to miss

One’s heart

Funny how you dodge the sentiments that can pierce your mind

And force you to question such an important organ

A farce, a folly

So dim, so jolly

The obvious has hidden cards

Blog for June 7, 2007

bellaace — Thu, 07 Jun 2007 05:17:44 +0000

wow..this is my first day here. seems kool. hope to meet new peeps