Me and my Pandemic

i dont care if ive already wrote, i gotta write this down or ill forget...**Mental Note**....
i dont want to move...and then theres B. i love her so much, but if i dump her right at the end it'll hurt her so much. but if i sump her now, ill have someone new in a few weeks, cause im addicted to relationships, and that would be awqward..... but if i dump her now, she'll move on quick enough and ill end up being alone, watching her with another guy...HAHA! --when i wrote ''guy'' i put ''gay first''...had to edit that one a little
anyone got a solution?