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Blog post 'Blog for September 11, 2007'

Blog for September 11, 2007

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Time: 12:27 PM
Location: School of the Holy Child, in case anyone would like to come and save me.
Listening: The Used, Kill Hannah, My Chemical Romance
Mood: Tired, pissed, depressed
Reading: "Go Ask Alice"

  It's been a while, hasn't it? I didn't mean to leave you all for this long, but, things got in my way. What things, you might ask. Well, I started soccer, I started school, oh, and I saw MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE play at Projekt Revolution. That was quite an amazing night.
  Should I let you all in on a little secret? Maybe I should. Okay, here we go.
  I HATE SOCCER! More specifically, I HATE HOLY CHILD SOCCER! My coach has been paid off and now the sophomore goalie has stolen my position. My spot. I have one of the best records in the state and who does he put in? The fat, ugly, too tall goalie who can't move. Wonderful. My parents want to pull me from the team right now. They sat it's a waste of time. I agree.
  On top of it all, I am being dragged against my will to soccer practice after school in the RAIN. Lovely. Watch me fall quite ill and have to miss school. **SIGH** Isn't my life just wonderful?
  This soccer team is destroying me. I have absolutely no confidence whatsoever on the field. It's terrible. I have nightmares, I don't sleep, I don't eat, and every time something happens I turn to my wondrous vice- self-mutilation. Really, I need to stop. One of these days my parents are going to find it and then I will really be in for a trip to the asylum.
   Now, my pretties, My Chemical Romance...they were amazing live. Gerard Way (who has recently wed Lyn-Z from Mindless Self-Indulgence), is a god out there. He controls everyone in the crowd. It was a spectacular performance and I didn't even care that there was no moshing allowed.
  And now, I will fill you in on my wonderful school.
 We have a lovely headmistress who we lovingly refer to as Sully. This woman seems to forget my mother's name every time she sees her. And as amusing as it is to watch my mother become agitated, it is rather quite annoying considering my mother is one of the most influential attorneys in NY and I am one of the top students at this school. So, this was the introduction:

 "Ah, Barbara, how nice to see you!"
 She gives my mother air kisses.

 "Ms.____, it's a pleasure to see you as well, but my name is Linda"
  "Oh, I'm so sorry. For some reason I always do that."
 
 I sit there shaking my head.

 "Toni, sweetheart, how are you? Are we ready for a great soccer season?"
 I smile sweetly while visions of killing myself dance through my head.

 "Of course."


 Anyway, I am surrounded by idiots, all of which dress the same, act the same, and think the same. I must leave now. My lunch period is over. Tata for now, darlings!


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