Delirium

delirium

19 year old Female from London, Greater London, United Kingdom. 278 friends

I'm not a geek, i'm retro-cool.

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Blog post 'Oh make me over...'

Oh make me over...

  • Published: 451 days ago
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Read the lyrics of 'Girls And Boys' by Good Charlotte:
Educated
With money
He's well dressed
Not funny
And not much to say in
Most conversations
But he'll put the bill in
All situations
Cause he pays for everything

Girls don't like boys, girls like cars and money
Boys will laugh at girls when they're not funny

Paper
Or plastic
Don't matter
She'll have it
Vacations
And shopping sprees
These are a few
Of her favorite things
She'll get what she wants
If she's willing to please
His type of girl
Always comes with a fee
Hey, now, there's nothing for free

Girls don't like boys, girls like cars and money
Boys will laugh at girls when they're not funny
And these girls like these boys like these boys like these girls
The girls with the bodies like boys with Ferraris
Girls don't like boys, girls like cars and money

Let's go!
Eh, eh!

Girls don't like boys, girls like cars and money
Boys will laugh at girls when they're not funny
And these girls like these boys like these boys like these girls
The girls with the bodies like boys with Ferraris
Girls don't like boys, girls like cars and money

All of these boys, yeah and all of these girls
Losing their souls in a material world
All of these boys, yeah and all of these girls
Losing their souls in a material world
All of these boys, yeah and all of these girls
Losing their souls in a material world
All of these boys, yeah and all of these girls
Losing their souls in a material world

Now look at Mr Joel Madden and his gee-eff Miss Richie, and tell me you DON'T see the irony.
Awww yeeeah.

Rachel (AKA God)'s Embarrassing Moment #1:
She bought HIM tickets for her entire family; she begged me not to tell anyone. K80r, not part of this embargo, totally fessed up and Rachel (AKA God) ended up being mocked by silly goth boys.

(Note: I thought Ville Vallo was cool right up until the point he stopped a gig in full swing to give a ten-minute lecture on etiquette and being polite after someone threw a bottle at the stage.)

Its been an interesting day;
I realised that a perfeclty good outfit can be thrown off by a perfectly terrible jacket,
but asides from that, I got assessed for my disability today.

I'm not disabled in a visible way - I just have heart problems.
In fact, i've never really considered myself disabled; i've had these problems since I was born. They're just a part of me and i've never really given it a second thought.

However, having to discuss all my problems and niggles in detail just was a bit too much.

Anyone who knows me knows about my simply brilliant self-esteem levels, and after this morning I feel a whole world of vulnerable.
Sometimes I look in the mirror and thing I look great, other times I just want to peel away my flesh and start again - but everyone feels like that, right? I'm told constantly that as a teenager, I will fluctuate forever between a milion different choices (one particular one which i've been rearching recently that I don't think I will ever be comfortable talking about so don't ask).

This provokes the assumption that there will be a time when I don't want to just live in hoodies and pajama bottoms, but the future if anything holds a whole new range of perils involving the way I look, and I wonder if I can handle that.

I really, really want to know if there will ever be a time that I will feel comfortable in my own skin.

Rachel (AKA God)'s Embarrassing Moment #2:
We all went to GAME to check out the pre-owned sale, but upon trying to purchase The Godfather for PS2, Rachel (AKA God) was asked for ID. She had none, but I did - so I had to buy her video games for her.

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    Nice blog. I have to say that those GC lyrics sound a bit misogynistic... certainly the musicians may be recounting their experience, but to claim that women are universally attracted to money, and money alone, is a very derogatory statement indeed. I like to read blogs by young women like you. I worry about you. I am sorry that you do not feel comfortable in your own skin. Modern society is so terribly insistent that a women should look this way or that way, and we ignore entirely the importance of what lies within. From what I can tell, you are certainly an externally attractive person. But, better yet, you seem like a very thoughtful woman, and I find this trait more commendable than any of the external ones. Take care of yourself, my dear.