Blog post 'Chicken Free'
Chicken Free
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On an average day, you can find me panicking about something or other; I panic about spiders, I panic about the Large Hadron Collider, and I Panic at The Disco.
However when things get to crisis point I will have a wonderfully sobering moment, and nothing seems as bad as I thought - I realise i'm being a moron, and I get on with it. I finally got round to That Thing I Wanted To Do, and I did it.
I've spent four years worrying about it, but contrary to the thoughts in my own head no-one said they hated me, no-one was freaked out, and I don't think many of them were that surprised.
Two people were particularly awesome, and they know perfectly well who they are.
My parents are the next issue of course, but that's a whole different box of kittens; my dad probably wouldn't be bothered, he rarely is about anything, but my mum might go insane and hate me. Hell, she could be reading this right now for all I know.
Every now and then, risks are totally worth it, and the relief tends to snowball - dealing with one thing makes the next thing so much easier, until really its nothing at all. I apologise if this post makes very little sense, but think of it as a mental jigsaw puzzle.
All you really need to know is that sometimes you can press a big red button and the world will not explode.
However when things get to crisis point I will have a wonderfully sobering moment, and nothing seems as bad as I thought - I realise i'm being a moron, and I get on with it. I finally got round to That Thing I Wanted To Do, and I did it.
I've spent four years worrying about it, but contrary to the thoughts in my own head no-one said they hated me, no-one was freaked out, and I don't think many of them were that surprised.
Two people were particularly awesome, and they know perfectly well who they are.
My parents are the next issue of course, but that's a whole different box of kittens; my dad probably wouldn't be bothered, he rarely is about anything, but my mum might go insane and hate me. Hell, she could be reading this right now for all I know.
Every now and then, risks are totally worth it, and the relief tends to snowball - dealing with one thing makes the next thing so much easier, until really its nothing at all. I apologise if this post makes very little sense, but think of it as a mental jigsaw puzzle.
All you really need to know is that sometimes you can press a big red button and the world will not explode.
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