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Blog post 'A Loving Hell'

A Loving Hell

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   Alot of the time, I try not to show a deeper, more serious side of me. However, lately alot has happened. All involving one 4 letter word... love. Its interesting what comes to mind with that little word. Recently, some friends of mine have been going insane due to that. Sometimes love is something terrific, and others... it can cause more pain than anything else.
   Personally, I think that love is a term thrown around way to often. But when its there, you know it. Love is incredibly special, and like in The Crow, I believe that love can transend even death. Real, true love is forever. But, this isn't meant to be a mushy blog, saying only how great it can be, but a real view of what other horrors it can cause.
   As I said earlier, I've got friends who have really gone threw some hard times, because of love. Its hard when you've known someone for so long, and then, out of the blue, they do something you would have thought was never possible. If love dies, it feels like you've lost everything. It's amazing how something can fill your heart one moment, and the next, you feel destroyed. Honestly, I recently just went threw my own personal hell with love, and it nearly cost me my life. But its not unheard of. Suicide is not always a cry for attention, or just being a cry-baby. But when you get to a point where all you can feel is pain, you'd do anything to make it stop.
   I've faced alot of my own demons within the last few months, and now I reach for happiness bit by bit. But this blog is not a cry for pity. Mainly I am writting this so some of my friends on trig,(one them specifically) or anyone who has ever felt that way. Love is a two-sided blade. Yeah, it can really suck, but it can get better. Day by day, it can get better, and friends can really help. I think thats enough serious stuff for now, but know that there are people in this world that are worth taking chances for.
          Everyone, take care...

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       The world is a bitch, but day by day, you can somehow find the strenght to go on and live another day! Thanks bro

       A song come's to mind by one of the greatest fucking band's. Someone who me and you went to Chi town to see. An experince that words can't explain. Sometimes we need to listen and embrace this song before, doing something we might regret