Thank you darling, I really appreciate the support.
The wake was short, but it was tough. You couldn't be more right; it's tough being sad, but even tougher to watch others in that state. I cried during the service, but it wasn't my sadness, or even my tears. Everyone's emotions just attacked me, and I couldn't help but mourn the loss of a related stranger. I know that sounds so silly, rereading it makes me feel foolish. My friend would call it 'follow the leader complex.' I suppose that's accurate, lol.
Things will get better, I'm sure. That's how life works after all, isn't it? Gotta' have equivalence. After all the hardship, I'm sure there'll be a period of peace, until Karma decides to spice things up again.
Awe, that sucks. I'm sorry. Honestly, I haven't been on in so long, and there were just too many posts, so I just skipped through them all. I guess it would have been wise to read them. ^^;
Well, life is slowing down for now, but not for a good reason. There was a death in the family (the second on since the time I've been gone), and although it doesn't directly effect me, because I sadly didn't get to know them, my mother is in shambles. It seems that every time she finds her feet again, something happens to make her blind. We're having a wake at the house in the morning. The stress is sickening and old, and I think everyone feels the same way. I just hope I can help her through this one as well.
Adolf
the sound of ur quote....
interest me.....
i agree bout it
I'll let you use my other if you need it?
The wake was short, but it was tough. You couldn't be more right; it's tough being sad, but even tougher to watch others in that state. I cried during the service, but it wasn't my sadness, or even my tears. Everyone's emotions just attacked me, and I couldn't help but mourn the loss of a related stranger. I know that sounds so silly, rereading it makes me feel foolish. My friend would call it 'follow the leader complex.' I suppose that's accurate, lol.
Things will get better, I'm sure. That's how life works after all, isn't it? Gotta' have equivalence. After all the hardship, I'm sure there'll be a period of peace, until Karma decides to spice things up again.
Well, life is slowing down for now, but not for a good reason. There was a death in the family (the second on since the time I've been gone), and although it doesn't directly effect me, because I sadly didn't get to know them, my mother is in shambles. It seems that every time she finds her feet again, something happens to make her blind. We're having a wake at the house in the morning. The stress is sickening and old, and I think everyone feels the same way. I just hope I can help her through this one as well.