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today was a total blast from the past.
this morning... on my recent visitors
at school i was listening to placebo
"some times its fade out
disintegrated"
then thousand of little things started happening
i tried to listen to panzer AG
but i just saw to much of a conection with the song 
anemial just the name
hmmmmmmm
all i need now it the little box on the side of my screen
just like heaven or
wel have halloween on christmas
or something of the sort
but she blocked me
so i have no expectations of that
i cant stop being reminded of her
the one i never respected.
never enough at least
and now stuff is going down
and i wish i could help
but i feel so distant
like im not allowed to help
because of what people would think
i dont know how or why i let myself become so insignificant
i wish i was able to at least be a friend
anything
cos you can crush my feelings out of me
but i will NEVER stop caring
its not in my nature
i could be anything to help
even a little
and reading my blog just makes me so very regretfull of all the stuff i went through
and how i blew it all out of proportion
i was a total prick
i was wrong
and thats what i regret
that i wasnt good enough
i supose im just getting myself down
im going to go now

lewis
drake
whoever we are