manda lu

So i actually went out friday night and had a fucking blast!

we(sarah and myself) met up with adriana, who is amazing, and her hubby, who is a DJ and really awesome and i can't say nice enough stuff about the two of them. anyways sarah's friend amanda went with us. she's a character. but we'll get back to her towards the end of this blog,hehe. So we get to the club, there's like 12 other people counting the bartenders and DJs.  so the music is AMAZING (80's classic,rock, punk and METAL!) so everything is swell. Ryan is there, rick my whole foods friend, then it happens all at once. Ashley (my ex's new girlfriend who thinks i'm the devil but she plays it off like she's keeping her enemies closer) and Noelle my friend from high school who i had a falling out with. So i don't want either of these girls to talk to me because i'm having an awesome night. besides  the creepy guy hitting on me who was like 40 something and sarah's friend brought home with her!?!? seriously! so sarah and i go outside and i'm chatting it up with ryan andsarah and Noelle comes out and interupts my conversation, and i took it back, nicely. she then talks to me. i did a 90's thing and put my hand a half inch from her nose. and told her not to talk to me. you think she'd take a fucking hint! so she then askes what my problem was(or something along those lines) and i said " because you're a cuntbag" now moments before she interupted me i was talking about how much i dispise the "C" word. and i go and used it? yeah it was awesome i said it with some power and really meant it. and i some other things and walked away from her with my head held high, she said something as I walked away but not loud enough for anyone to care, or think she wasn't a cuntbag. haha.

then Ashley has to ocme over, moments later and say something stupid " what are you doing tomorrow, i can't wait i finally get to hug matt after three months!" mind you when i dated matt he was in Maxium seruity and behind glass and i had to talk to him with a phone to my ear, and i visited him at least 50 times if not more, and he was in jail 4 years, he's in jail for a year this time and she took a dig at me "i'm gonna wait for him, because i really care about him" i was like "bitch i was 16 and and he was in there for 4 years. i don't masterbate so sorry i moved on with my life." she was shocked and somewhat appauled. but hey what the fuck, you don't say shit like that to a girl who just called someone a cuntbag. NO YOU DON'T.

the rest of the night was perfect. i met some fucking amazing people, blake who lost his friend sandra from nonhogdekids(sp?) lympnoma last year and he was amazed at my "strenght and beauty" he had Bubbalious "who has that?" Blake! then i met WJ (i don't know his real name that's his nickname) and he protected me from the creepy guy in the club who was then in the car with us. AND I FORGOT MY RAPE WHISTLE AT HOME>!>! eek!

umm lets see, i came to the realization that sarah is th best friend i could ever ask for and i don't know where i'd be right now mentally without her. She's awesome.
i have another friend,chris, who talks to me a ton about anything and everything and has the same admiration for fall as me and we might go to a corn maze this week and melt faces with our amazing corn maze skills.

other than that i'm just taking life by the horns and letting everyone who wants to be in my life in it. and It's working out for the best. I love this second half of the year so far and i'm not stopping the way life is going even if i'm told i have cancer again. if i do, life's just going to be parties and more prayers, and i'll use it to my best advatage and get the DJ to play anysong i want!?!? hahaha

we lie all the time and tell them it's our birthday for "beating hearts baby" haha.

seriously though. i couldn't be as happy as i am without sarah,jose,and sebastian! they're my BFFs. haha