manda lu

So i'm all new to this Trig thing so to start i'l write a blog so you can get to know what i'm about. well i'm a mom, yeah i know i'm young and i'm a mom. Well guess what i've had cancer too, i'm young for that too but it happened also. i'm not being hostle i'm just telling you shit happens and it happens for a reason. i'm actually having another surgery at the end of this month. i'm excited. it's just another one to add to my stories, i'm not scared one bit, i'm nervous yes, that nervous you get before you get on a creepy haunted house ride, or maybe a roller coaster but it's a good nervous i've been waiting for this day for almost two years. it's needed for me to be healthy enough to be a loving and caring and healthy mom.

i just hope that people know that the world hands you  shitty cards sometimes and you never know what is going to happen. so hold that door the few xtra seconds forthepregnant or elderly person behind you, smile at more people, it makes their day, you don't know if they are sick like i am or sicker maybe. it's difficult,  I HAVE cancer and tattoo and because of the tattoos i'm treatedlike crap. but it's hard for me to keep bagging grocery out of the goodness of my heart orthe old lady in front of me because the other baggers are too busy and the bottom of the belt is full and the cashier is still ringing the food in, i don't want to help her because she scoffed at me in the bread isle. but i do it because i was raised that way.

that's me Manda the punk rock mom who has tattoos and cancer and might be the weridest perso because i dancewhen there's no music and i do too much for people.