Blog post 'What is going on???'
What is going on???
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I have a house to decorate from top to toe. Part of this chapter in my life was experienced today...
I got wood in my eye, I have back pain, spent 8 hours on my hands and knees, worked my backside off and the result is? I have managed to lay half of a floor in one room!!!!!
Now I'm not one to normally scream and shout. But can anyone explain what is going on? Producing art is mind blowing, fun and easy to me but...this whole domesticated man thing - shit, it's hard work!
So many people spend hours doing DIY...and, for some unknown reason - enjoy it! It's at times like these (and there are many, lately), I ask myself..."What is going on?"...
Sometimes I feel like my brain has been put in the wrong body and dropped into the wrong world or life. All I can say is, I hope one day to look back at this if I ever make money from my art and say, "it was just a blip in my life cycle". If I ever find myself in the position that I have enough money to pay someone else to do the jobs I can't do - hell that would feel good.
Sorry about this...it's only a cry and scream to whom delt me this set of cards: "Get off my back, and let me do what I feel I should do - create art!"
I feel a bit better now? If you feel that the deck of cards that has been handed you has been shuffled and delt in the wrong way, feel free to leave a comment - and shout to the world!
Hopefully, when I get back to creating art, I will retire to my normal silent self.
Love to you all. Although I may not trig or comment as much as I would like, remember, for those who take the time to visit my page, I appreciate it from the bottom of my heart - it give me great warmth and encouragement! You all have great things to show and say - I only wish I had more time to reply to everyone. Little by little, I will repay your kindness.
Mark.
PS. To the lovely person, who I failed to complete a commission - there maybe something in the post within the next month. A token of friendship, I hope. You know who you are!
I got wood in my eye, I have back pain, spent 8 hours on my hands and knees, worked my backside off and the result is? I have managed to lay half of a floor in one room!!!!!
Now I'm not one to normally scream and shout. But can anyone explain what is going on? Producing art is mind blowing, fun and easy to me but...this whole domesticated man thing - shit, it's hard work!
So many people spend hours doing DIY...and, for some unknown reason - enjoy it! It's at times like these (and there are many, lately), I ask myself..."What is going on?"...
Sometimes I feel like my brain has been put in the wrong body and dropped into the wrong world or life. All I can say is, I hope one day to look back at this if I ever make money from my art and say, "it was just a blip in my life cycle". If I ever find myself in the position that I have enough money to pay someone else to do the jobs I can't do - hell that would feel good.
Sorry about this...it's only a cry and scream to whom delt me this set of cards: "Get off my back, and let me do what I feel I should do - create art!"
I feel a bit better now? If you feel that the deck of cards that has been handed you has been shuffled and delt in the wrong way, feel free to leave a comment - and shout to the world!
Hopefully, when I get back to creating art, I will retire to my normal silent self.
Love to you all. Although I may not trig or comment as much as I would like, remember, for those who take the time to visit my page, I appreciate it from the bottom of my heart - it give me great warmth and encouragement! You all have great things to show and say - I only wish I had more time to reply to everyone. Little by little, I will repay your kindness.
Mark.
PS. To the lovely person, who I failed to complete a commission - there maybe something in the post within the next month. A token of friendship, I hope. You know who you are!
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And I hope the wood in your eye didn't do too much damage! Remember its a bad idea to rub your eye when that happens as you can scratch it or scratch your eye lid thats even more painful!
As for being dealt the wrong hand, we all feel like that sometimes so get behind the rest of the looooong line! Life feels like nothing but an uphill struggle sometimes but in my own experience it changes too much to lose faith in it. It twists and turns so much that one can never really feel totally doomed!