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ender75 — Sun, 01 Jun 2008 04:48:09 +0000

Pour me a pint of apathy
and another for ***** (name censored)
we will drink it to the end
looks like we've lost our closest friend

i just can't bear to watch this, i'll just detach and walk away
she ignores his every wrong, and worships him in every way
and all of us who loved her, can only watch, as she's consumed
i wanna drink it all away

now a round of jealousy
it's nothing like me at all
let it drown our self pity
this is such a major fall

she said it wouldn't be this way, and now i swear it bleeds
"he could never come between us" and now he's all she sees
it's her blind infatuation, and now you see she's sinking
and we'll just watch her lifeline slip, till she's ready to stop drowning!

a parting glass of apathy,
for me and all her friends
fuck this shit we've had enough
ignore it till it ends
i can't take it anymore
i'll grit my teeth and let her slide,
it's what she fuckin thinks she wants
detachment is the only way,

apathy's the only way to hide...

Blog for October 11, 2007

ender75 — Thu, 11 Oct 2007 03:35:35 +0000

and i'm back...!

Blog for August 13, 2007

ender75 — Mon, 13 Aug 2007 14:10:21 +0000

Well i'm back in Michigan...it's been quite some time since i've been on trig, but it doesn't look like too much changed...anyway i have to go i have stuff to do before football, but anyway it's good to be back...later guys

Blog for June 19, 2007

ender75 — Tue, 19 Jun 2007 02:13:18 +0000

well, i've been here for...four days, and it's been pretty sweet so far, the internet's good, lotsa stuff to do, friends. summer's great. i definitely brought my guitar, so i still have all kindsa time to do that,

i'm sure people are getting bored with reading my blogs, maybe someday i'll write something, and someone will say "Hey, he hit that nail right on the head" and tell all their friends to check it out, but whatever...anyway yea, that's my bit for the night later...

Blog for June 14, 2007

ender75 — Thu, 14 Jun 2007 02:46:42 +0000

wow, so my internet connection is attrocious! and thus twenty days after my last visit i'm finally back. i'm leaving for my dad's tommorrow...yea freakin sweet right?

wow i have seven trigs! i feel super special...should i feel SUPER special? anyway seeing as i really need to get some sleep, i'll probably end up staying up till after midnight...oh well...well trig, next time i talk to you i'll be in Maryland...so uh...don't do anything my friend liz wouldn't do!...at least till i'm back in a couple days!

been a while / whoah friend requests

ender75 — Thu, 24 May 2007 03:31:58 +0000

it's been a while...and i get back to see that i have FIVE trigs wow, i feel pretty good about myself.

oh and this is nothing personal, but to everyone, especially the bands, i have nothing against you, but unless you're someone i know personally don't add me to friends, i'll add you....seriously a lot of you guys are great, but i keep the friends list to people i know, don't let it turn into myspace where everyone is racing to have a million friends

Blog for May 3, 2007

ender75 — Thu, 03 May 2007 16:47:22 +0000

today for lunch we had swedish meatballs...they were delicious...i really enjoy them because it's one of the few things that the school makes that is worth eating. i had tons of it.

oh yea, last saturday the baseball team won a big tournament...that was cool

Blog for April 17, 2007

ender75 — Tue, 17 Apr 2007 02:30:39 +0000

well, we split at baseball tonight, but i'm still not sure how they beat us the first game, they won 8 to 3 the first game, but we won 20 to 3 the second so...whatever

It's post spring break, and we're back at school, but hey, summer's coming

Blog for April 2, 2007

ender75 — Mon, 02 Apr 2007 03:31:30 +0000

dudes, i DON'T HAVE TO GET UP AT SIX FORTY-FIVE TOMMORROW SPRING BREAK BOOOOYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

Blog for March 30, 2007

ender75 — Fri, 30 Mar 2007 14:18:01 +0000

so yea...at the end of school today we begin spring break...cool huh?
anyway our english teacher took us to the computer lab....and pretty much decided to let us do whatever we want to...as a matter of fact he's watching videos and playing stupid games too...yea, basically one of the coolest teachers EVER...anyway i'm sitting here writing this, watching a video of Tally Hall performing "Good Day" live, and getting coordinated for a war on Freelancer....fun right? of course anyway i'm not quite sure why i'm writing this at all...but i'll talk to you later....

me writing a song...about writing it...

ender75 — Thu, 22 Mar 2007 16:55:47 +0000

I'm writing this song...and it isn't very long, but it's the kind of thing i do.

Later i'll go home, with this short and flowing poem, and attempt, to add a rythm, on my acoustic guitar.

I know that if you read, the rythmless printed words, you'll think that i am simply babbling on.

But what you don't know, is that this is how my mind of flows...in another attempt to write another song.

Study Hall

ender75 — Wed, 21 Mar 2007 17:15:54 +0000

well, i'm blogging...isn't that cool? this is my first blog in at least a year, because i closed my xanga a while ago...and i don't really blog on other sites like myspace. but whatever. basically i'm sitting in study hall, with no homework to do...and i am bored so i'm writing here to say absolutely nothing with the most words possible...this is probably the longest run on sentence i've ever typed and thus my mom would not be happy with the grammatical structure of this never ending sentence which is going to end with the period after this word. and the bell rang...see yall later