gettingthefear

you see only with your eyes
even after ive displayed these extra ordinary lenses
all exclusively for YOU
you, whom its always for.
still im searching
ever so frantically
i've come across nothing else i can do
my wing has become so tired
the effort to raise it once more has escaped me
its been here all along to gently cover you
sheild you
defend you
but i suppose your concern has escaped you as well

im changing
you're the same
im changing
you put yourself that hole, once a-fucking-gain 
but i told you, im done
im putting my shovel down
all my pitty changed to distugstigust.

i hate everythign you are