gettingthefear

gettingthefear

18 year old Female from Millville, Delaware, United States. 17 friends

all of them, ALL of them.

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Listing posts from May, 2008

THIS IS MY MIND.

  • Published: 207 days ago
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my life really amazes me.
i step back and take a look at it all, and sometimes it's just wow, thats fucked up.
it shouldn't be like that.
but the truth is, it is supposed to be this way.
this is what's normal.
fucked up relationships.
fucked up emotions.
just everything being so weird. and i dont know.  ju...

one day....

  • Published: 210 days ago
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i'm going to die.
and i will look back.
and every one i know...





will be having a party.









my reality is detrimental.

leariks.

  • Published: 210 days ago
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Oh noose tied myself in, tied myself, tied myself too tight

Looking kind of anxious in your cross armed stance
Like a bad tempered prom queen at a homecoming dance

And I claim I'm not excited with my life any more
So I blame this town, this job, these friends
The truth is it's myself
And I'm trying to un...

this needs to stop

  • Published: 217 days ago
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i dont want to travel this way anymore.
i need something steady.
take my hand, and show me the way my love.