Blog post 'THIS IS MY MIND.'
THIS IS MY MIND.
- Published: 153 days ago
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my life really amazes me.
i step back and take a look at it all, and sometimes it's just wow, thats fucked up.
it shouldn't be like that.
but the truth is, it is supposed to be this way.
this is what's normal.
fucked up relationships.
fucked up emotions.
just everything being so weird. and i dont know. just wrong.
i think that's the American way of life, in these times,->>2000 mother fucking 8.
things have changed since the year 104 A.D. ... .B.C. ... or when ever anyone could say the world was ok.
today, tonight, everyone is just sad, lonely, miserable, getting treated like shit.
so why do i feel like i deserve any better,
i'm always complaining how its not good enough...
nothing is good enough.
but really if i look at everything, and the standards of everyones' way of lives,
everything is right in line.
do you understand what i'm say?
i'm happy to explain.
i step back and take a look at it all, and sometimes it's just wow, thats fucked up.
it shouldn't be like that.
but the truth is, it is supposed to be this way.
this is what's normal.
fucked up relationships.
fucked up emotions.
just everything being so weird. and i dont know. just wrong.
i think that's the American way of life, in these times,->>2000 mother fucking 8.
things have changed since the year 104 A.D. ... .B.C. ... or when ever anyone could say the world was ok.
today, tonight, everyone is just sad, lonely, miserable, getting treated like shit.
so why do i feel like i deserve any better,
i'm always complaining how its not good enough...
nothing is good enough.
but really if i look at everything, and the standards of everyones' way of lives,
everything is right in line.
do you understand what i'm say?
i'm happy to explain.
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Carla
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life just fucks us over at every opportunity! -
Jacob&&Christina
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i think i understand. its a understanding built on a similar mind frame. i like to think that the fact the the world has fucked me over since i was little has just a little lad and the fact that my first memory is of my nose breaking has made me more innured to pain then most kids my age and station in life. the world really is turning into what everybody was afraid of it turning into, and its actually really fun. so, yeah, i understand.