HeliTheFairy

heli

101 year old Female from Helsinki, Southern Finland, Finland. 184 friends

Kill me, i am a monster..

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Me, Myself and I

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"I'm not like the girls that you've known, but I believe I'm worth coming home to. Kiss away night, this girl only sleeps with butterflies. With butterflies. With butterflies."

"Minussa on särmä. Minussa on jää. Ja sillä särmällä viillän sinut kahtia. Olen julma. Armosta."


WANT
I want to know how it'll end. I want to be sure of what it'll cost. I want to strangle the stars for all they promised me. I want you to call me on your drug phone. I want to keep you alive so there is always the possibility of murder later. I want to be there when you learn the cost of desire. I want you to understand that my maleviolence is just a way to win I want the name of the ruiner. I want matches in case I have to suddenly burn. I want you to know that being kind is overrated. I want to write my secret across your sky. I want to watch you lose control. I want to watch you lose. I want to know exactly what it's going to take. I want to see you insert yourself into glory. I want your touches to scar me so I'll know where you've been. I want you to watch when I go down in flames. I want a list of atrocities done in your name. I want to reach my hand into the dark and feel what reaches back. I want to remember when my nightmares were clearer. I want to be there when your hot black rage rips wide open. I want to taste my own kind. I want to be wrapped in cold wet sheets to see if it's different on this side. I want you to come on strong. I want to leave you out in the cold. I want the exact same thing... but different. I want some soft drugs.. some soft, soft drugs. I want to throw you. I want you to know I know. I want to know if you read me. I want to swing with my eyes shut and see what I hit. I want to know just how much you hate me so I can predict what you'll do. I want you to know the wounds are self-inflicted. I want a controlling interest. I want to be somewhere beautiful when I die. I want to be your secret hater. I want to stop destroying you but I can't. And I want.
-Recoil-

"O Great goddess, Bast,
Soul of Isis,
Heart of the Sun-hear my call.
Enter now this consecrated shrine
Make Thy presence known to me.
Aid thy servant in reaching the source of all things,
Guide thy servant's steps on the true path
Answer your physical manifestation's soul's desire for Thou.
Blessed be Bast,
Who gathers her children into life everlasting.
Blessed be Bast,
The Beloved of Bast has gone to the Horizon,
Your physical manifestation lives now only in the sunset.
May it’s ka endure and it’s shadow seek the light.
The power of Bast protects her,
Shut en Bast sau


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Party,Party,Party!!!!!

  • Published: 2 months ago
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  • Trigs: 1
7.6.2008
Helsinki, Finland, Nosturi
Bela Lugosi Club
Live:
Shadowplay
Angelica Kult


26-29.6.2008

Tampere, Finland, Lumous Festival.
The performers for LUMOUS GOTHIC FESTIVAL 2008 are:

PSYCHE (Can/Ger), KIRLIAN CAMERA (Ita), STAR INDUSTRY (Bel), THE LAST DAYS OF JESUS (Slo), DESIDERII MARGINIS (Swe)...

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    • 366trigs,
    • People profile,
    • Currently idle,
    • 26 year old,
    • Female,
    • Wismar,
    • Mecklenburg-Vorpommern,
    • Germany
    hei
    how are you ???
    a frind of me is working on a movie....
    the trailer is rady now, you can watch it on my site...
    its german, but i would like to know what you think about it...
    hugzzz
    -S
    • 156trigs,
    • People profile,
    • Currently idle,
    • 20 year old,
    • Male,
    Hey!
    I'm good
    How are you?
    • 15trigs,
    • People profile,
    • Currently idle,
    • 20 year old,
    • Male,
    Yus yus desamma
    • 33trigs,
    • People profile,
    • Currently idle,
    • 22 year old,
    • Male,
    • Stockholm,
    • Stockholms Lan,
    • Sweden
    14 days? Crazy.... A euro roadtrip? Sounds awesome

    8 hours and 41 mins to my vacation start, wieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
    • 33trigs,
    • People profile,
    • Currently idle,
    • 22 year old,
    • Male,
    • Stockholm,
    • Stockholms Lan,
    • Sweden
    Haha, I dont have a memory problem. The alcohol do!  Oh, never been to keen on Tequlia for that reason. Take one and you never know whats goin on. Vodka is more my kind of liquor, easy to mix and strong as hell
    Haha, sounds awesome! Somewhat expencive, but hey. One gotto have a cool flat.
    Well, first Im goin to the country house for a couple of days. Then Im goin to Estonia with Sexydeath, come home to sweden for one night and then Im off to Austria for 2weeks. Ill be off 2-3 days in Sweden before work starts again.
    How bout you? Any cool plans?
    • 33trigs,
    • People profile,
    • Currently idle,
    • 22 year old,
    • Male,
    • Stockholm,
    • Stockholms Lan,
    • Sweden
    Not that I remember much, but I think that the nigh was awesome... Well, I know it was since I dont remember it

    How u been fairy? Settled in ur new appartment yet?
    • 500trigs,
    • Metal
    • Music profile,
    • Currently idle,
    • Roseburg,
    • Oregon,
    • United States
    Awseome weather, good shows comin up, done recording, I'd say things are great right now! 
    I trig you now....
    • 500trigs,
    • Metal
    • Music profile,
    • Currently idle,
    • Roseburg,
    • Oregon,
    • United States
    Contact required....so hi! How ya doin'?
    • 33trigs,
    • People profile,
    • Currently idle,
    • 22 year old,
    • Male,
    • Stockholm,
    • Stockholms Lan,
    • Sweden
    Hi there Fairy!

    Nothing much, spent 1-2hours fixing myself with hair and make-up. Looking forward to another GREAT night  How bout you?
    • 366trigs,
    • People profile,
    • Currently idle,
    • 26 year old,
    • Female,
    • Wismar,
    • Mecklenburg-Vorpommern,
    • Germany
    hei...
    i'm doin fine thx... how are you???
    there is a boy i like , and he is a sea-men...2 weeks at home 3 month on the sea... at least he was hole asien... but he tould me he will stay here the next 3 years... i'm verry happy about that...
    he could be a men for me... and my litle sister get a baby, and an outher frind is pregnant too...
    so a lot action at time...
    how is helsinki ??? can you enjoy summer???
    my older sister will take my doughter into holidays ... so i have a few days free...
    i dont know now what to do... if there is no concert or something i wanna see, then maybe i'll come to helsinki again....
    we will see...
    hope you have a good time...
    luv ya
    -S
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