insanewoman

I always get pissy when people start talking about what their bloodline is like "I'm half french half german" "i'm mexican" and shit like that I just always turn to them and either say "well I wouldn't know what I am, but you can always guess, it's a fun game." or if I'm really pissy I say "you're ____? I'm adopted! isn't that cool!" I don't have a problem with being adopted and I know my mom is the only one I will ever love as a mom. I just sometimes get curious about my birth family. The father was unknown, but I remember nothing about my mother since I was adopted at birth. I came across a photo of two different women and my mom holding me. I started crying because I looked at one of the nameless women and something in me just went "that's her...that's my birth mother isnt it..." I don't know if she is or not, but it was a hard thing to look at. I wanna know what my backround is and all that.

People make a guessing game out of it. so far I've gotten:
French
Black Irish
Polish
German
Sweedish
asian

asian...how the hell did THAT get in there? It was a wierd thing. Someone came up to me and was like "do you have some asian in you?" (it kinda did make sense though, I was at a camp learning korean and there were like...three white kids there with me included) People say it's the eyes, but when I look all I see is white-person. I mean sometimes it's exciting to think I have something in me that's not plain boring european. I don't understand why they say I look even an itsy bit asian. I dyed my hair black and it looks natural I bet they wouldn't say I look asian if I still had my normal hair colour. Whatever.