Julene

I'm pretty sure I have mono, but that hasn't been news for almost a year now. So I'm sick and in class absolutely hating every noise I hear. This morning I hated every female that had been so stupid as to have a child, any person who yells across the street at their neighbor, and anyone who figured the street I live on is a good place to drive a car with a broken muffler.
I wish I was still impressed by kids my brother's age that choose to use an extensive vocabulary to sound intelligent when they're writing. What's the point of writing when the larger percent of your audience will need a dictionary in hand to make it through the piece? That's not art, that's not expression. That's a need to feel superior and prove just how "intelligent" you are when using "big kid words." I'm over it, you kids should be too. Prove how intelligent you are by using the standard vocabulary of the average American with a few seldom-used words to spice things up. You don't look intelligent, you look like a pretentious little fuck.
Around 5am this morning when I was scribbling in some notebook I have, something interesting dawned on me. I like running off people I don't have a previously formed attachment to. So if you're new in my life, I'm going to fuck things up and make sure you end up hating me instead of potentially enjoying your company. It's not my fault, blame every person prior to your presence in my life that made things difficult for me.
I should be going to work tonight. Instead I think I will be going grocery shopping and tucking myself into bed.