Kaylin

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Blog post 'Filling The Holes In My Soul'

Filling The Holes In My Soul

  • Published: 298 days ago
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I gave up a lot of my dreams as I grew up to become a “responsible citizen”. What a laugh! Responsible!

    Alas, you can’t run from your past any more than you can escape the future.

    I was recently reunited with an old friend of mine ... my acoustic guitar.

    You see once upon a time I lived my life living and breathing music, and I was really good. But I gave it up because I couldn’t live with the egos and I also went through some hard personal times that took me far away from my music.

    But I now find myself making friends again with my guitar and I could not be happier. Rediscovering my music makes me realize that I have been walking around with only half my soul. It has also made me realize that dreams are not goals. You can live your dreams without impressing anyone, you dreams are for you and you alone. Who gives a crap what anyone else thinks about  them! If you give them up a part of you dies and you become a zombie. No matter how you try to run from what you love it will find you eventually.

    So, slowly but surly I am relearning all my guitar techniques and I think the guitar still loves me . I love acoustic but I think I need a new friend. So, if anyone can recommend a good electric guitar drop me a line. Other than that I am playing and singing and slowly regaining my soul back, it feels good to be whole again.



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    • 6319 trigs,
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    You have a cute curvy friend. Look, I'm getting tired ok? I've got nothing.
    I actually really enjoyed reading this blog. Good for you Kaylin.
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    Well said!