Kimbela

Yes, it seems like an interesting title i know but, as i type this you will understand it all.

 

Now, it's two weeks before Chrismas and my sister got into a fight with her boyfriend and drove in to Iowa, can't blame her on that one. And it's alright and fine! And on the same day i got my tongue pierced, so everyone was enjoying watching me drink everything and whinning that my tongue hurts. Anyways, on with the story.

 And now it's a week to chrismas day, my mother gets an e-mail from my father telling her that he wants to leave her. Come on, a week before chrismas and through an email!!!  That's like BREAKING UP THROUGH A TEXT MESSAGE!!!!!!  I was NOT happy about it, i thought that my dad is a low life and i still do!

And then he comes in about two days later, seeing my dad filled me with rage like you wouldn't believe. So, i wanted to be a smartass and tell my father that i started to smoke and i asked him for a cigarette and he couldn't believe that i started smoking. I could of cared less, i'm 18 a big girl! And anyways, he gave me two pack of cigarettes and told me Merry Chrismas. (Merry Chrismas my ass!!) ~Grunts~

Oh and we were gonna go to an Aunts house for Chrismas eve and never went, my father thought we tell about the whole 'splitting up' would be told and he didn't want hiws side of the famliy to know about it.

 Anywho, my father didn't even talk to my mother all he did was yell at her and tell her things that are mean and hurtfull, trying to make her feel worst then she already did. Even told her that he had a gun in his mouth ready to shoot his brains out, i really do hate him for telling her that. Why in the hell would you tell someone that loves you with all thier heart that you thought of killing youself because of them!?!?! WHY! GAH!!!

Oh and also, my camera that i do photoshoots with, he took it! He's planning on taking a photography class where he iss to meet people. I just think he's just trying to use it to meet women, dirty manwhore! He gave me his camera that doesn't take good pictures, sucks and just GAH! I tried doing a photoshoot for my friend Gabby and all the pictures came out crappy! Just like shit cuz, i haven't worked with a camera that is small and just, gah!! I feel like punching something...>=/

 Anywho, my sister and her boyfriend had a fight and she found out a girl was at her appartment with her boyfriend and she didn't like this girl. Well, she got made the day before chrismas. She left Chrismas day so she could go home and put her foot down and try to take control of the 'house hold'. And my father left also, the same day.

 So, chrismas dinner was only My mother, my son and I who ate. It was a sad day, i don't even think we're gonna be putting up a chrismas tree next year or even think of it, so much bad shit happened this chrismas.

 

Well, that was my nightmare at chrismas.