Blog post 'love sick'
love sick
- Published: 165 days ago
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i fell in love with Helsinki's weather, clean air, food that we ate, the water, and exercising and waking up to go hangout with the girls and explore ! now that I am home I cant keep my food down, i have to sit around way to much, the air is really polluted i did not miss the pink sunsets, and the tap water is gross!! And everyone is way to busy to meet up... so sad.
What I do not miss is the overkill of Pepsi and not enough Mountain Dew.
I need to adjust asap or I'll become bulimic again, and I am not trying <- bet you wouldn't have guessed. But I did lose some weight, and while I am still shedding I need to keep riding that cycle, I guess I can go hardcore on my wii boxing and soul caliber, i always feel drained after playing. I am one of those who doesn't sit still and moves all around and gets into it and hurts herself while playing.
I miss helsinki so much it feels like love sick where i cant eat and I think about the city i feel in love with! gauh enough emo out of me
What I do not miss is the overkill of Pepsi and not enough Mountain Dew.
I need to adjust asap or I'll become bulimic again, and I am not trying <- bet you wouldn't have guessed. But I did lose some weight, and while I am still shedding I need to keep riding that cycle, I guess I can go hardcore on my wii boxing and soul caliber, i always feel drained after playing. I am one of those who doesn't sit still and moves all around and gets into it and hurts herself while playing.
I miss helsinki so much it feels like love sick where i cant eat and I think about the city i feel in love with! gauh enough emo out of me
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- Trigs
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I have trouble keeping my food down as well, and I really miss the weather, waking up early, hanging out with you guys......actually feeling welcome!!! its so pure over there, and I felt so safe walking over there by myself like at 10 or 11 at night, If I were to that over here I'd be scared shitless.............*sigh* but hey the days are passing by really quickly and I think next year will come sooner tahn expected....lol.....I can't wait!!! I miss you loads!!
I miss living like that, walking around an exciting place and hanging out with cool people, doing something new. I've done it a few times and every time its over I get blue for a while. But I miss Helsinki with a passion! I swear I wish I'd stayed longer but there is my job and other days off that I need to take (just like you). Something about that place just totally struck me (and I don't mean their music scene lol) it just felt good to be there. Its not very scary to walk around, you never really feel paranoid or in danger and of course the shops were a bonus lol
I've been sat at a desk for three days now feeling sick and bored, I guess that is contributing to it, but I wanna be with the girls again and go party with the rockers some more. Livin' the fucking life!!