Leenstar - Divine Secretary

Im not writing about it everyday... 
so yea I took the pledge from peta2.com to try to be vegan for World Vegetarian Week....
damn I just now noticed not vegan, yay i dont have to give up eggs! well I should try not to anyway. So far its been easy but that was just day one.... 6 more to go.

day one
breakfast: french toast & juice
lunch: Veggie burger from BK {gotta play the Indiana Jones game }
Dinner: Thai noodles and chips.

I feel pretty hungry since I normally have chicken, i don't care much for red meat, eat very little bit of it, unlike my husband who could slaughter a cow and eat it ... gauh no! so gross!!!!!!
So we had to go grocery shopping and he was freaking out about how the cart wasn't as full with meats... so he fills it for him as if it was never to be, I still will cook it for him, just not me.
hmm red meat always smells like death rotting when it's cooking grosses me out!, but it has some protiens i need  and i hate vitamins. Maybe this will really reduce my plate portions, I already cut them in half from when I came back from helsinki, and if I can cut that and drop down to 95lbs I will super delighted!!!!!! meh... only lost 10 pounds... 35 more pounds to lose! fucking F! im a cow!.... but no one else is, yea total mirror distortion everyone is prettier and look good in any size, but not me, beauty is a bag of bones to me

yea leenstar has issues... but thats how you should love me even with all of my defualts its what makes me.