Leen★

yes they are very drastic from eachother a happy one and a meh one{happy one from today , meh one is from friday} let me know what ya think, i could use some criticism in a dying art of mine


"spellbound daze"{today}

I'm in such a daze today
It almost feels like I'm dreaming
And I've been all smiles today...
what is this lovely toxic feeling that is filling my head?
no drugs or drinks can make me feel like this
what did you pour into my water?

im drowning up to my eyes in this feeling
its feels so fantastic
A new feeling, but strangely familiar
i cant function today
I'm in such a daze
there is a spell on me

I walk but it feels like air
i gasp for air forgetting to breath
so wrapped up in this silky daze
the world is falling around me and I take no notice
no room for my sweet sorrow just this fluffy feeling
might as well push me down and watch me bounce back up.

im drowning up to my eyes in this feeling
its feels so fantastic
A new feeling, but strangely familiar
i cant function today
I'm in such a daze
there is a spell on me

don't come heal me from this toxin
its sweet seduction to my blood and air
hold my hand before i float away in this sea of serenity
and even if i drown it will be ok
since its the best kind of euphoria to be in

this is my better days
let me hold on to this
im drowning up to my eyes in this feeling
its feels so fantastic
A new feeling, but strangely familiar
i cant function today
I'm in such a daze
there is a spell on me
and i love this daze of a spell

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"like an open cut" {friday}

Spilling life like a coffee stain
on your white tile of innocence
I take my arms and smash
the mirror in your eyes
the mirror that reflects this false image of me
the monster within me will not stand for it

I cut my face with your stare
and it peels into my core of weakness
I cant hide the impurities that I am
the ones that will make an angle
take its life in my name

I lay in my blood
waiting for it to drain out of me
light the drought in my heart
that closed off your love
this poison isn't strong enough to kill me
but i want it to
kill me faster

I cut my throat
to end the screams of "help me"
But I cant hide my impurities for you
the ones that will fill my demon
with your lust

let me drown in your tears
for they wont last long for me
they will fade like everyone who lied
and claimed they loved me.


i swear somedays i think my extremest personality is really 2 of me