matt_beal

I don't eat meat because it's gross. I don't give my dollar to things I don't support if I can help it, some things like gas or rent I have no choice. I think we should abolish the federal income tax and dismantle as much of the federal government as possible. We are called the United States so that's what we should be, more rights should go to individual states. If you don't like the laws in one state you should be able to move to one more to your liking without Uncle Sam breathing down your neck. I think our judicial and political systems are broken and in need of a complete overhall. We should start by getting the things that we were promised in the original Constitution and Bill of Rights. I think America is morally and spiritually bankrupt and we should demand more from the media and our "leaders"(most are actually followers). Religion is a personal thing and I encourage everyone to seek thier own truth. This doesn't mean casting judgement on others, it means seeking out the purpose of your life. I don't support war. I think diplomacy is the way and our military shouldn't be exploited for greed. It sickens me to know that war even exists, and that we would expose our youth and the innocent masses in other countries to such horror.

 I’ve taken my share of beat downs and have had a hard life, which defines me today. I’m able to laugh at things and I’m usually blunt because I’m honest. I have a good feel for predicting things, a sixth sense if you will. I’m not a psychiatrist but I see patterns in behavior and cycles in society. I’m not a politician but I understand politics on a much deeper level than most. I’m not a spiritual leader, but I am spiritual and I have a deep understanding and perspective due to my life experiences. I have been enlightened at times, but I believe it’s a process as opposed to a place one arrives. I seek the truth in all things. I have two distinct personalities. When I’m not a total clown people tell me that I think too much (as if that’s possible). I’m told I’m too smart for my own good. I’m an underachiever and I have many unfulfilled destinies, but I’m not dead yet. I’m an old soul but very young at heart, which is a nice way of saying I’m bitter and immature. I’ve made my mistakes and I continue, hopefully learning as I go. I am a musician, and I’m constantly learning and seeking out new sounds. I’m a pretty good artist, just kind of naturally. I’m a songwriter, and that’s my chosen medium of expression. I’m not materialistic at all but I am a guitar addict. I love hummingbirds and believe they are in some way my animal spirit guides. I see a lot of symbolism and synchronicity in my life. Beside guitar/music related gigs my favorite jobs have been working with the disabled, painting and teaching guitar, which is guitar related I suppose. I enjoy giving the gift of music to others and teach for free often. I wish someone would have given it to me. I don’t think good things should be kept secret. I’m happy helping others but I hate feeling like I’m being taken advantage of. I try to always be my own boss, even if it means being poor. I think all things pass and everyday is an opportunity for change, except on the days when I'm contemplating suicide! I'm a work in progress...