Cadaver Baby 13

 As of... a day longer than a week i have had a guy in my life... 'boyfriend' and it feels so weird to say, even now!!!

He's.... great... better than i expected actually.... someone i've been looking for in my life i guess.... damn.

His name is Matt, he's 20, 6'0'' tall skinny, lanky, blonde..... haha a blonde guy... so unlike me.... he's a drummer for my step dad's band as well... so i know Matt pretty well.... thing is, we've only known wach other for.... 2 month maybe a little longer... who knows..... we've been talking online since January, but have been hanging out together for a while i guess.....

I'm still kinda blown away on this thou.... i mean... it's just sooo weird to me for some reason... i'm used to being single, by myself, and here i am spending mass amounts of time with the guy who adores me for some odd ass fucking reason and i am just astounded and confused by this all....

he's far from 'normal' lol um.... well i'll just feel thingis out for now... seems to be working so far  haha well... besides the large green and purple hickies on my neck and chest.... everything is good..... wonder how long it'll stay that way?