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Teenagers=clicheés

nathalie_eilahtan — Tue, 25 Dec 2007 11:19:24 +0000

You´re starting to grow up, and getting ready to take care of yourself..You don´t know what to do with your life and you realise that there are so many things you wanna do, that seems so far away, and from there you can take two roads...One: kind of "giving up" and getting depressed...Or: Get motivated by it.

And you also feel like you are alone and thinks that no one in the world understands you. But nowadays you are just two clicks away from a website that´s full of people thinking just the same thoughts as yourself...Kind of boring...haha...Like back in the older days kids just sat in their dark rooms and were depressed and wrote depressing songs or poems..started bands...were just teenagers that hated everyone and everything...That resulted in (motivated)bands singing about the "terrible teenage-years" hehe...But now, you realise that everything you feel is old news. I kind of think that it sucks, really :P

I don´t wan´t to be a living cliché...Maybe that can be the new thing to sing/write about...? It used to be "I´m all alone!" And now like:" I´m not alone!" haha...

I hope this wasn´t too confusing for you, hehe..

Cheers
//Nathalie

Hope you´ve had an at least okay christmas or holiday :D I was a bit cynical yesterday, I even cried a bit :P, and a little cynical even this morning... But it turned out better than I thought. Not cause of the presents, but of being with my relatives, my grandma, grandpa, uncle and great-grandmother (+mum and siblings). It just feels like we´ve never been apart from eachother, though we have.

If you have had a terrible christmas or holiday, better times will come, believe me :)

New lovely hoodie!

nathalie_eilahtan — Fri, 21 Dec 2007 15:44:56 +0000

Yupp, I have bought a new black hoodie today, love it!

It´s black and has the text: "The future is whatever we make it" printed with white colour.
And it´s actually an organic hoodie...Didn´t see that until after...but that´s good!

I will be heading to my aunt and get a christmas cd tonight...Just so I can get in the right mood

And I just really like My Chemical Romance´s version of "All I Want For Christmas Is You"

Well, well, have a good night, and eat a lot of chocolate this christmas, and most important of all, show everyone you love that you love them! Don´t let them feel that they´re alone! Even those you don´t normally talk to, show some humanity

//With love to EVERYONE, Nathalie

Mtv Europe Music Awards 2007

nathalie_eilahtan — Wed, 07 Nov 2007 15:07:22 +0000

I watched Mtv Europe Music Awards...Snoop Dogg SUCKED as a host...

Dave Grohl from Foo Fighters was awesome though...A little interviewing the same persons...But still...He weas great

My Chemical Romance were nominated in three categories but didn't win one of them... I don't mind, and Mtv awards doesn't seem to be they're highest priority either so.. Haha, I liked Franks halloween-masc .. And when Gerard threw the microphone on the floor in the end of Teenagers

I'm glad that Muse won the Headliner prize...Muse are really good, one of my favourite bands

amy winehouse is disgusting. don't care what she does on her freetime...she didn't had to come to the show though.

yeah, yeah...Got to go now..or no. I just don't want to write here anymore..

Bye...

//Nathalie

The Killers-Read my mind

A wonderful ending on a bad week...

nathalie_eilahtan — Mon, 15 Oct 2007 12:16:51 +0000

We performed with our dance that we have benn practised on for some weeks, none of us is a professionel dancer, but together it really looked great, it's really a beautiful dance, with beautiful music. And I don't usually think that dances are interesting...

Later in this evening we are going to see a theathre, for 3 hours..

I'm sure that'll be fun...hah..hehe...ehh... Well,, well, I have done it once before, I can make it again...with my friends and some candy...

Gotta go now! Have a good day!

//Nathalie

Things are NOT going my way this week...

nathalie_eilahtan — Thu, 11 Oct 2007 14:27:14 +0000

Louise and I laugh our depressions away...haha...

First of all, my group has failed at TWO schoolwork this week..And it has been disgusting food all week...Like sausage and broccoli...and more sausages..I HATE SAUSAGE!

And yesterday I got a blister on my finger. When we were having "cooking" (a lesson where we learn how to cook) And the food we cooked was really disgudting too..Fish...It tasted like it was fish wrapped in fried egg. And it smelled like fart...

Tomorrow we got a big history-test. I don't like history. And it feels like it's gonna be questions like : "Write anything you know about the history"

Gosh, I HATE questions like that...

well, well, well..I gotta go home now, and a little late I'll work out with my dear Louise in "Friskis & Svettis"

Bye, bye , bye...Have a f*cking good day..

Things are NOT going my way today...

nathalie_eilahtan — Tue, 09 Oct 2007 13:40:30 +0000

I failed on a school thing today....stupid teacher....(: P)

And, we got sausage for lunch today, I HATE SAUSAGE!

But the math-test went okay...Though I hate math...

And now I really need to pee! It feels like my urinary bladder is gonna explode...Damn it!

Well, I'll get home, eat some food, and some cinnamon buns and then everything will be okay....
I have theatre tonight. That'll be fun.

//Nathalie

Fun!

nathalie_eilahtan — Thu, 27 Sep 2007 09:23:14 +0000

http://www.sodahead.com/poll/16916/?link=w2_16916

we're doing cats!

nathalie_eilahtan — Tue, 25 Sep 2007 09:03:11 +0000

Were doing cats!

In school, haha...Not everyone though, me and some friends in my class...And, we will sing. :l Haha, that'll be so fun.

And yesterday we also decided that we're going to Italy next autumn,´me and my class :) yay!

And, me and my friend (perhaps someone more), will take a trip to a sunny and warm country summer 08. Awesome! Just haven't figured out where we're gonna go, but oh my god, we will.

I was at the dentist today, the "special" dentist, the one who fixes my braces, and it will hurt so bad tonight....And the next four days....Blää...

Well, well, lucky me, it's soup today...

Gotta go now, have a great day!

What is Emo?

nathalie_eilahtan — Mon, 17 Sep 2007 08:53:14 +0000

Well, I don't know excactly, but I have my...."picture"....of it.
Anyway I'm going to find out, everybody seems to have different opinions about that. But I'm going to do some researches.

I can tell you one thing though, My Chemical Romance is NOT emo.
Because than whatelse is emo? There's noneelse who sounds like them.

Gosh, I HATE when people "love" a band just because they think one (or more) of the members in the band is "so fucking hoot!!!" You suck. To express myself childish..

Have anything to say about that, just write to me!(about what you think is emo...)

Have e wonderful day!

//Nathalie

Under Consideration

nathalie_eilahtan — Wed, 12 Sep 2007 14:43:31 +0000

I hate the thought of being born into a personality already decided by the society.

From the minute you are born, the fact if you are a girl or a boy becomes your most important quality.

Unfortunately.

An interesting thought

nathalie_eilahtan — Tue, 11 Sep 2007 12:46:03 +0000

If you don't get any attention as a child, do you live the rest of your life never feeling seen, nomatter what?

Or is it possible to "fix" yourself and become complete?

//Nathalie

The dark sides in you makes you even more beautiful.

nathalie_eilahtan — Mon, 10 Sep 2007 13:00:43 +0000

If you have been through some hard times in your life, you don't close your eyes and turn your back on it, and pretend that it's not there. Because it is.

That doesn't mean that you have to go around and being miserable all the time, I just think that if you are sad, you should try to get it out, instead of trying to make it stay inside.

It kinda freaks me out when people (mostly young girls and women to tell the truth) talks about "famous" people and their lovelife as if it was a tv-show.

I totally separates the person they are as an artist, when he/she is performing, and the person they are in private, in real life, behind it all.

Well, that's all for me for this time, have a good day!

//Nathalie

I don't know really what's gonna happend with that...It feels like were building castles out of air. But I could not be happier if it turned out the way I want it to, that would be amazing. It's all about how much you want it, and if you're ready to fight for it. I could so do that, if i knew that they would to.

Don't know what to call this..Read It!! :D

nathalie_eilahtan — Fri, 07 Sep 2007 09:56:31 +0000

Don’t know what to call this..

Well, well...let's begin with wednesday. Our first lesson was gym-class. Unfortunately I was a little late that day...About ten minutes...And when I got there I found out that we were going to paddle the canoe...(It sounds wrong, but I don't know howelse to write it on english...Or is it right?) I don't know why, but I was in a very bad mood when I got there, I saw my friends just about to "paddle away" but I didn't even say anything, because at that moment nothing nice would come out of my mouth anyway...There wasn't any canoes or kayaks left for me, so I would have to wait a moment my teacher said...And I was so mad.. So I told her that I didn't want to do that anyway. I was just gonna sit there and look pissed off. (I have never missed a gym-class, so I thought that I could afford missing one lesson without it affecting my grades)

Then she asked me if I wanted to run a stretch...And I actually wanted to do that...Gosh, when I went on upper level of compulsory school (7-9) I HATED to run...We did that almost everytime..Anyway, I ran, without stopping anywhere, and when i got back she said: "Are you back already?...Do you run a lot on your freetime?"... Haha...I think I impressed her...She asked me if I wanted to paddle the canoe now, but still, there wasn't any canoe or kayak available, so I just said "You know what, I can run again :D" And after that second time she encouraged me to run on time, to see how fast I can run..

She has said that you have to be really good at at least two things to get a good grade, and now, I only got one left...I'm gonna go for sports like football, floorball and stuff like that. I really, really suck at gymnastics, I mean, I can't even do a somersault or stand on my hands...And I don't wan't to either, it's scary...And i'm really bad at track and field events, you know, like long jump and stuff like that. I'm a short person, so I just can't jump long OR high, and I can not throw things far either, I throw like a girl.

And I'm not the best swimmer. Or, I can swim, but only in one way, and I never learned how to dive. It wouldn't be to good for med to dive, though, I hav very sensetive ears, so when i'm more than one metre under the water, it hurts...

So i don't have a lot to go for. Well, enough about gym-class..

Yesterday school started at 13:00, and today at 13:30...That's just because our theatre-lessons haven't started yet. We will have normal days next week and so on...We got spaghetti and "mince-sauce"(?) A sauce made on cowmeat.(I choose to beleive that there's only cowmeat in that?)

It tasted good, but I got stomach ache later on the evening, so I don't know just how good it really was...I'm not dead at least.

Today i'm going to Stockholm, where my dad lives. It'll be fun, I've really missed my babybrother, and dad. And we'll watch football and "Finnkampen" haha...

Gotta go for lunch now, have a good day!

//Nathalie

I know what I wan't for christmas now! Gosh, does parents never understand?..Is it some unwritten rule?

Blog for September 5, 2007

nathalie_eilahtan — Wed, 05 Sep 2007 14:31:08 +0000

Yepp, this is my first blog here. Haven't really figured out how to do things yet, but i'll learn I suppose
I have the exact hmm....presentation....here as I have on Myspace...That's because i'm lazy. And besides, it already say's it all. Or, not ALL, but a lot.
I'm hungry now, so I don't really have the time to write a long novel....Or something meaningful at all really...But i'll see ya!

//Nathalie