pocky_chan

sigh... this week/weekend has been interesting,
First I go to a Kill Hannah concert on a School Night, meet the band! Who are probably one of the coolest guys I have ever meet. All really sweet and adorible! Then found out no school the next day cuz of a really bad storm in my town that pretty much destroyed tons of trees and killed off electricity! CRAZY!! somy friend and i stayed longer at the concert then expected and got to see Flyleaf. I was in the back being a little Screamo and jumping around like crazy. It equalled amazin! But before that, and how i met the band, after me and my friend fought to the front During their Performance (fyi: i dont know why i am caping some of these words, i am random) and when they got off i was up against the bar but litteraly dieing and my hair totally messed up. So my friend and I got out of the crowd, i felt like a princess being saved! teehee.
anyways, after me taking my nasty shirt off and putting just my new Kill Hannah sweatshirt on, hiding my bad hair, we got a bunch of free condoms! yes, we are that strange. i go up to the bar and order a drink, and all the condoms pour out in front of him as i search for money. it was funny though. then Crystal (thats what we will call my friend) and I sat on the floor and chilled for a bit (wow... did i really just use chilled)) then i look up and see Greg, from Kill Hannah, coming down a set of stairs, but me silly i had a extremely bad delay reaction as then Dan and Jonny came down too! and as they passes Greg slipped by, then we waved up at Dan and he waves back, then we waved at Jonny but then my brain finally clicked back together and i was like "wait! sign my shoe!" so he stopped and signed my shoe and then signed Crystal's pants right where earlier i drew a very "smexy" naked anime guy.
then after that i realized i had no for film on my camera and couldnt get a picture with him or the rest of the guys, so i call up my rents and they bring a camera ASAP! and we got the pictures, but what was really awsome was how Mat was so incredibly nice to me! Crystal and I ealier put the Targetted Hearts (as i call them) on our chest, and i had my hoodie zipped down enough so ppl can see it. he pointed it out and liked it! ISH TEH SQUEEE! and talked a bit about stuff i cant remember, except him saying it was nice to see me again? wait... did we meet before and i forgot? i know i saw them at 30 Seconds to Mars, but... i didnt get to me them... oh well *shrugs* . then he "tosseled" my hoodie, and i said my sad goodbyes. then we went up to JOnny again and got a photo, total sweetheart too (not that Greg and Dan arent, but their pictures happened faster!)
anyways, after pictures and getting my shoes signed i realized we should get our condoms signed, so thats what we did! thats the end of the Kill Hannah expierence!
So no school the day after, then no school on Friday. Crazy stuff.
Then I went to my Jewish Convention, which i ended up leaving early because my anxiety issues went shooting up through the roof. You might not think but I have extremely bad anxiety, and it sucks. On Medication and everything. But it was over probably the stupidest (dont care if thats not a word) thing ever! My rents came to pick me up, and while i waited i listen to Kill Hannah to sooth the beast coming out that was about to tear myself and the room i was staying in apart. Truly "The Songs that Saved" is one song that is helping save me.
Anways, after i leave i get home, sleep for many hours and try to forget what happened. Then went to my friends birthday party where we saw Spiderman 3 . OMG! SPIDER MAN EMO IS SOOOOO FREAKIN HOTTT!!! best scene is when he does the hair flip *sighs and faints* sorry *slaps self* backith. SO that was fun, then we went back to his house afterwards. and i hung with my other to Crazed Kill Hannah friends, (lets call them: Mathais and Fifi) also ironically he was wearing the same Kill Hannah Hoodie, and we kept fighting over who it looked better on. totally me, duh! lol. anyways. Fifi and I though kinda went all "EMO" as someone might called and talked about some issues we were having. And it was nice because we haven't done that in quite a while.
After the party I came home, and watch You Tube videos with one of my heroes Gay God and let him inspire me! The watched NUMB3ERS, and freakin amazin show! and then went to bed thinking of all my problems, if i shouldnt smoke, and how to make a Music Video to "The Songs that Saved" . then i drifted to sleep and had the strangest of dreams, like usual. But it was yet me being a rebel and trying to escape some type of organization or person. it was strange... then i ended up having 2 kids???!?!? WTF?!?! but yet again the whole point was meing trying to get free and return home to my family and friends. yet again i either ecaped or was in the middle of defeating my enemy, but i always wake up right before to find out if i ever actually get home... sigh...
now here is today, another morning i get up early and cant sleep in. but today i am going to an Animecon at the mall nearest me and going to Cosplay as Chi from Chobits . I am super excited! and hoping i win the contest and that Crystal comes as Sexy-no-jutsu Gaara.
well love you all!

Pocky-Chan