[[Porcelain Shadow]]

I´m a little confused fragile at the moment. My ex best friend is leaving at the end of the school year. And one of my best mates is making him take her to Prom. I´m going to kill her. She knows I LoVe him (brotherly though it may be. I still do.). She knows we were going together. I don´t know how she did it but he´s going with her now. So I´m stuck by myself. Maybe with a guy. But i doubt it.
The trouble is I love those two unconditionally. I always have. We´ve argued a hundred times over about silly things. But we´ve always come back together. We´re like a little trio. We don´t hang out together. But we share everything. Just randomly we´ll go up to one of the others and say: "Do you want to go for a walk. I want to talk." And we will.
Me and her always go to the football pitch and sit on the hill.
Me and him always go to the library or the library bridge.
It´s just like that.
But things were different before. Me and him went out for a while you see. And things changed after we "broke up". It´s not really over with us you see. We weren´t as close as we were before. That´s when she came into the picture. I´m not saying i don´t want her there. But she knows how I feel about him. She knows damn well that we were going together.
I´m just a little fragile at the moment.
But I´´ll be there at the airport when he leaves us. Tears and all.