Blog post 'THERAPY SESSION THIS MORNING.'
THERAPY SESSION THIS MORNING.
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I have rats crawling inside me, they are pressing against my chest so hard it’s hard to breathe, crawling up to my throat to choke me down.
I want to throw up. I want to throw up the rats out. I want to throw up my FUCKING HEART out. I want to throw up all these goddamn emotions and feelings out. All this anxiety. Lunacy. Nightmares. Self-hate. Throw up throw up throw up throw up. So much till there is nothing left inside me.
Kirsi the next step is psychosis. Kirsi you must sleep. Kirsi you must take your medicine. Kirsi there are no rats crawling inside you. Kirsi you imagine. Kirsi you must get a grip. Kirsi you are losing your touch to reality. Kirsi we will help you.
How the fuck will you help me? More drugs and mentalhospitals, like always?
I'm broken and you can't fucking fix me by numbing me with pills or locking me in to some institute.
So shut up. This IS reality. As real as it can be.
I want to throw it up.
I want to throw up. I want to throw up the rats out. I want to throw up my FUCKING HEART out. I want to throw up all these goddamn emotions and feelings out. All this anxiety. Lunacy. Nightmares. Self-hate. Throw up throw up throw up throw up. So much till there is nothing left inside me.
Kirsi the next step is psychosis. Kirsi you must sleep. Kirsi you must take your medicine. Kirsi there are no rats crawling inside you. Kirsi you imagine. Kirsi you must get a grip. Kirsi you are losing your touch to reality. Kirsi we will help you.
How the fuck will you help me? More drugs and mentalhospitals, like always?
I'm broken and you can't fucking fix me by numbing me with pills or locking me in to some institute.
So shut up. This IS reality. As real as it can be.
I want to throw it up.
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- Trigs
- 8
couldn't express it better
Nice work