Blog post 'I'M JUST NOT ABLE TO.'
I'M JUST NOT ABLE TO.
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She asks THE QUESTION all over again.
"No, never in my life, never". I answer and look down, tears are burning under my eyelids and I blush because I feel ashamed.
"You are crying, talk to me please."
"I'm not fucking crying! I have nothing to say anymore, I'm sorry." I sit 40 minutes quiet, look down, feel humiliated, my shaky fingers play with my messy hair.
I can write IT all over again but I'm not able to say IT at loud. Ever.
"No, never in my life, never". I answer and look down, tears are burning under my eyelids and I blush because I feel ashamed.
"You are crying, talk to me please."
"I'm not fucking crying! I have nothing to say anymore, I'm sorry." I sit 40 minutes quiet, look down, feel humiliated, my shaky fingers play with my messy hair.
I can write IT all over again but I'm not able to say IT at loud. Ever.
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