Blog post 'KIRSI SAYS: WELL IT DOESN'T MATTER IF YOU HURT ME, I HAVE MY PILLS.'
KIRSI SAYS: WELL IT DOESN'T MATTER IF YOU HURT ME, I HAVE MY PILLS.
- Published: 262 days ago
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It's pretty sad that every single time someone or something hurts me I try to numb myself.
It's pretty sad that not being able to face and deal with things makes me an addict.
It's pretty sad I don't remember the last time I've felt totally and completely happy sober.
It's pretty sad how much I want to live and feel alive while I at the same time wish I will become a totally heartless careless meaningless empty shell.
It's pretty sad how much I want to change things, change myself and fucking get out of
this downward spiral.
It's pretty sad I fail at it all over and over again because I'M PRETTY SAD.
It's pretty sad that not being able to face and deal with things makes me an addict.
It's pretty sad I don't remember the last time I've felt totally and completely happy sober.
It's pretty sad how much I want to live and feel alive while I at the same time wish I will become a totally heartless careless meaningless empty shell.
It's pretty sad how much I want to change things, change myself and fucking get out of
this downward spiral.
It's pretty sad I fail at it all over and over again because I'M PRETTY SAD.
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debarra
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In the immortal words of Bill Hicks,'there are better drugs and better drugs for you'. -
Lucas
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It's pretty sad that something made you sad in the first place. Sadness ill fits those pretty lips. A smile would suit them so much better... -
kiri ♥ magosha
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