Psychoma

psychoma

22 year old Female from Turku, Western Finland, Finland. 277 friends

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Blog post 'RIP GRANDMOTHER.'

RIP GRANDMOTHER.

  • Published: 97 days ago
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I was supposed to come and visit you on Wednesday and you died on Tuesday.
I was late. And nothing is worse than being late.
I didn't come to visit you earlier eventhough I knew you were doing very very bad.
The honest reason is that I'm a coward; I'm dead scared of sick and dying people.
I did the same mistake once again and I REGRET it, so fucking much.

I loved you. I love you.
At your funeral, I'm going to talk about the wild strawberries, your huge button collection that I always played with when I was a kid, your understanding eyes, your bright singing voice and your warm hand holding mine when you knew I was about to fall apart.

Rest in peace.
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    • 26062 投趣,
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    <3
    • 3418 trigs,
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    Sorry for your loss.
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    i'm so sorry, babydoll at least we know there's one more angel in heaven now looking out for you
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    Sadness.      You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. 
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    i was supposed to see my friend anna a few years ago but i never went because i didnt think i had enough money.. she died one week later and it took me so long to stop being angry at myself for not seeing her.. but you know what.. its ok, its not that last meeting that means anything, its all the other ones.. and she knew that you loved her very very much, thats enough. dont blame yourself for anything because you are such a wonderful person and me and everyone that has ever met you know that you have a big heart of gold. im gonna give you a million hugs when i see you next time.. and everything is gonna be ok.. love you <3
    • 19744 trigs,
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    You are not the only person on the face of this Earth that has been afraid.  There is nothing wrong with it, it is simply a fact of life.  So don't blame yourself for anything, I'm sure she would understand.  And as long as she is in your heart, does it really matter?
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    I'm so sorry
    to hear that
    but its not your fault, its not your fault at all
    and I think you shouldn't feel sad because its not what your grandmother would want
    you should be happy that shes in a better place
    shes no longer in pain sha can rest in peace now
    and she'll never be gone if you find a way to remember her by

    if you ever wanna talk i'm here
    cheer up please