Samina Spookiness

What's to say about a life? How can you describe whole wishes and dreams in such little words? Can they fully explain a person's soul? Can mere words fully convey all the deep passion and mystery that one soul can contain?

Hello my dears. I'm [Miss] Samina, also known to some as Samina Spookiness.

I'm not a Goth girl. I may have Gothic tendencies, but I could also be called punk, metal, retro, glam, girlie, slut, rocker, hippie, geek, poet, philosopher, and probably a million other things. There's no point in labeling me or calling me something, because I guaruntee you I can give you proof that says I'm completely different. My point is, I'm myself. I'm not unique, but I'm not the same as everyone else. Make sense?

I love fashion, and design clothing and outfits often.  I can be a snob about it, but I'm allowed.  Why?  Cause I'm me and I love me.

I have a tendency to get really intense when talking about my designs, or my ideas, or my music, my life, my studies, my friends, my lover, my hometown.... generally, I can get intense very easily, but I can also be sweet as pie to those who don't know me well enough.

I'm too honest for my own good sometimes. If you ask me a question, chances are I'll answer it truthfully. I've gotten into trouble because I can't keep my mouth shut. Don't believe me? Ask... oh, anyone.

I think that if you're passionate about something, then you should follow that passion no matter what others say.

My biggest passion in life is music. I absolutely need music everyday to survive. I need it to draw, to design, to relax, to sleep. I'm so dependent on it, it's not funny. Because of it, I'm always on the lookout for new bands. I get so into them sometimes, it becomes an obssession.

I love photography. I'm quite the camera whore, I love taking pictures and I love having them taken of me. It's a passion in my heart, the expression of art, and I love it. If I could, I would have a camera with me at all times, so I could capture everything that catches my attention. Fortunately for my hard drive, and unfortunately for my ego, I don't.

Hmm... I definately love makeup too. It's really bad, I love it, I see it as a kind of art itself and self-expression. I love experimenting with it, I love being experimented on. It's fun to have people do your makeup for you, it's kinda like being pampered.

And then there's this guy.... 

This one, right here:



I kinda fucking love him.

The most amazing man is in my life right now.  We met through a chance of fate, but I love him with all my heart.  I wake up with a smile and go to sleep thinking of him.  So please, keep it in your pants.  I want none of it.  I only want him.

I have two other websites I use on a daily basis. Here are their links:

My Myspace

My ImGoth

My VampireFreaks

If you see any of my pictures, name, or credits on a different page than what you see here, please message me and let me know. I'd appreciate it.