succubus

okay. im still having trouble believing it because of my low self esteem issues, but this is what my counceler told me:

when people call me ugly its because they are either:

[a] competing with me and call me ugly to lower my self esteem

[b] jelous

[c] are people who think badly about themselves and see a girl like me and think "i would never be able to get with someone like that" so then they feel bad and because of that, they need to make me feel bad for making them feel bad... erm.. something along those lines....

yea, and he told me that the reason that brad [loki, if your not amber then you probably dont know him] is mad at me is because he saw me going out with some other guy and he wanted to go out with me. but the funny thing is, i gave him plenty of opportunities to go out with me.... i always thought he didnt want to go out with me because he was racist and only dated mexicans and asians [i do not have a problem with them btw]