The Beloved Marvin Suggs

tragiksun

34 year old Male from Fpo, Armed Forces Americas, United States. 145 friends

Downtime with PAy

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Church of the First Resurrection Baptist

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stay gold pony boy

Nature's first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.




af·fec·tion1      [uh-fek-shuhn] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation
–noun
1. fond attachment, devotion, or love: the affection of a parent for an only child.
2. Often, affections.
a. emotion; feeling; sentiment: over and above our reason and affections.
b. the emotional realm of love: a place in his affections.
3. Pathology. a disease, or the condition of being diseased; abnormal state of body or mind: a gouty affection.
4. the act of affecting; act of influencing or acting upon.
5. the state of being affected.
6. Philosophy. a contingent, alterable, and accidental state or quality of being.
7. the affective aspect of a mental process.
8. bent or disposition of mind.
9. Obsolete. bias; prejudice.





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 Hey all, Thanks for your comments. I cant read them right now due to technical difficulties. LEave em anyway and I'll eventually get to read them. Thanks again for being my cult of personality. If you want to kick it via EMAIL its tragiksun@comcast.net or r.hilljr@yahoo.com.  Vacation week, so I have time to write and send video,pictures and such. Thank you Nanorson, Misstea, Wendy, ValosVixen, Gen and everone else I have been conversating back and forth with. I  can still leave messages on some of your profiles. Anyway dont hesitate to Drop me a Line Peace and Hairgrease Tragiksun...TO BE CONTINUED...


free image hosting at www.imageshack.us My last spiel was trampled by Sting. I miss Friday Night Videos, my cats Twilight aka Eric Fitross aka Pedro, Timberland aka Cinnamon cat, and Boots aka Claus von Snarf Snarf. I am sleepy. I am out like Johny Carson yall...More to Come

PS remember when Sting sent his love down the well and saved that girl?





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Say, say, say what you want but don't play games with my affection
Take, take, take what you need but don't leave me with no direction
All alone I sit home by the phone waiting for you baby (baby)
Through the years how can you stand to hear my pleading for you dear?
You know I'm cryin', ooh ooh ooh ooh o...

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    • 29290trigs,
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    • Female,
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    YOU ARE BACK!!!!!!!!
    YEA!
    luv that song...   what year was it???  maybe the year i came around???

    • 54327trigs,
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    • 24 year old,
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    • Boden,
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    I took each day the way it came
    I put my future out of frame
    The signs were there for all to see
    Like blue eyed mind to you and me
    My head laid on my beating breast
    I swear to you I pass the test
    I walked one hundred thousand miles
    And you're the judge who's been my trial

    I believe in politics
    I believe in everything
    I believe this world of ours is just a den of vice and sins
    And even on the darkest night
    We could reach for the light
    And we could get it right

    Get it right, get it right, get it right, get it right
    Get it right, get it right, get it right, get it right

    I believe in politics
    I believe in everything
    I believe this world of ours is giving me adrenaline
    Ten thousand year ago
    Crawling on the floor
    Well get up Jack
    It's time to rock the shack

    Rock the shack, rock the shack, rock the shack, rock the shack
    Rock the shack, rock the shack, rock the shack, rock the shack

    It's time to get up
    • 54327trigs,
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    You Can See It In A Clear Blue Sky
    You Can See It In A Woman's Eyes
    You Can Hear It In Your Babies Cries
    You Can Hear It In Your Lover's Sighs
    You Can Touch It In A Grain Of Sand
    Yeah Hold It Right There
    In The Palm Of Your Hand
    Feel It Round You Everyday
    And Hear What I've Got To Say

    I Saw It In The Midnight Sun
    And I Felt It In The Race I Won
    And I Hear It In The Windy Storm
    And I Feel It In The Icy Dawn
    And I Smell It The Wine I Taste
    And I See It In My Father's Face
    And I Hear It In A Symphony
    And I Feel It In The Love You Show For Me

    Yeah
    God Gave Me Everything I Want
    Oh Come On
    I'll Give It All To You
    • 29290trigs,
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    miami vice.........
    the friday night's of my youth....
    thanks...
    fond memories.
    thank you.

    • 110trigs,
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    why do you keep sending me videos?
    • 1830trigs,
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    Hello!
    Thanks 4 the friendship!

    We are located in Stockholm, Sweden!

    //EVL
    • 498trigs,
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    I tried to post a cool video for you...
    You may have noticed it didn't work out all too well.
    • 110trigs,
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    what did you send me lol
    • 29290trigs,
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    you are awesome!!!
    i love that song!

    • 54327trigs,
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    this is one of my fav songs..

    I stand alone
    Burned every bridge over the troubled water
    No longer hiding from my personality disorder
    A stronger tide is coming, I've been running
    trying to function fine with out my mind
    climbing out this fucking corner
    I was born a thorn away from the rotten petals

    A forgotten rebel

    craft in the absence of heaven's heavy hands to develop an evident level of benevolence
    so it's probably better I sold my soul to the devil
    This is a message to anyone I met that thinks they know me
    Don't pretend to understand none of the issues that I'm holding
    I was in a rush to grow up, look Mom no cuts
    Just a stomach in disgust, and the fear
    that I might go nuts this year
    If I don't slow up I'll see you on my way
    One day this shit'll kill me but I guess that it's OK
    I've lost all faith in a world so full of hate
    and I don't fucking love music I just use it to escape
    I'm caught between wanting to punch someone in the face
    and putting a bullet in my head to leave the human race
    Everything takes its toll but there's no tolls I can take
    I haven't yet found a good reason to be awake
    Introducing the corroded bumps I hide behind my smile
    I'm angry at the universe for the way she treats me now

    And keeps me down,

    stealing all my energy
    I'm feeling like my enemy, concealing my identity
    Not dealing with my tendencies,
    I peel the skin and then I squeeze
    The real imprinted hand cause he's
    not human in this century,
    I'm kneeling to the entity
    Who built this penitentiary,
    as filthy as a centipede
    And guilt was in his sense cause he was willing to just let me bleed, While I wore a game face
    In 10 years don't check for me I'll be in the same place
    This planet's just an over-populated mental hospital
    Each zombie walk around constitutes another obstacle
    So here it is I'm finally coming out my shell
    All 19 years of my life have been in conflict with myself
    I'm insecure by every facet of my existence
    From my addictions, to the condition I choose to live in
    Who you kidding?
    I suffer from excess anxiety
    A product of pollution in American society
    Stare into my eyes and see the hell that burns inside my mind
    and I no longer have an ego I can hide behind
    but I've been trying disregarding my insanity
    Every form of art isolates us from humanity
    But it's provoked against being force fed
    so Fuck education for a decade and 3 years
    of headaches from my peers
    Cause now I realize I could have learned more on my own
    They taught me how to know everything except my soul
    Which is everything I need to grow
    Everything that keeps me whole
    Everything that ever meant anything to Eyedea
    So I leave with golden hopes
    to rip the leash that holds my focus
    but the fact remains the same, I'm still bound by chains
    It doesn't matter if your chain is 10 ft or 100 ft
    The fact remains the same, you're still bound by chains
    Some people say I've changed, and it's harder to relate to me
    Good, I never liked you our friendship was make believe
    I'm peeling the mask back and
    revealing the rap that's been
    Feeling my organs drilling short distorted portions
    of morbid acid keeps the torture unfortunately crafted
    interests to orbit my portrait and inflict my image with disorder
    The minutes get shorter, the walls start to close in
    Feels like the brain is hanging on by one clothes pin
    I've hidden in the darkness for too long
    I make it look all right but on the inside it's all wrong
    I want life to change but I don't know if it can
    for a man or machine or whatever the fuck I am
    I stand alone burned every bridge over the trouble water
    No longer hiding from my personality disorder
    You want to die in my life?
    then come and stay in madness' favorite little corner

    Cause even shadows have shadows
    and my secrets are eating me eagerly feeding
    I scream in my dreams away but they keep on defeating me
    Even Shadows have Shadows
    Welcome to the dusty subconscious of an actor
    Who murdered his childhood to stop the audience's laughter
    Even Shadows have Shadows
    How am I to break free from my fears
    When I don't like what I see and I can't feel what I hear
    Even Shadows have Shadows
    So don't judge my book by it's cover
    Cause my story's just fucked up as any other
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