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      <title>tranquilize</title>
      <description>Feels like I forget to write here xD Anyways...&lt;br /&gt;
Everything feels kind of... hard right now. Like I'm paddling backwards, running in clay, you know. What ever I do to change my situation I always end up in the same shii like before. Not that I'm that deep down, I was just hoping for some light and happiness in my life. Maybe I shouldn't get my hopes up... Well, I shouldn't complain could be A LOT worse. At least I have a great family, my cats, a job and some awesome friends.&lt;br /&gt;
Mmm eating chocolate cookies and drinking beer spiked with coffee, odd right? &lt;img src="http://trig.com/chat_files/smilies/grin.gif" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
      <pubDate>Thu, 06 Nov 2008 22:56:45 +0000</pubDate>
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      <author>underdose</author>
      <link>http://trig.com/underdose/blog/2008/11/6/post/54318</link>
      <category>diary</category>
      <category>longing</category>
      <category>waiting</category>
      <category>candy</category>
      <category>change</category>
      <category>coffee</category>
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      <title>August 26, 2008</title>
      <description>I haven't written here in a looong time. So what did I do all summer? Nothing! Well I worked a lot, and visited my uncle in Denmark. But well Denmark isn't to far away from Sweden... And what will I do this fall? Work work work. Ah! I'm starting to not like alcohol, because I work in a liquor store &lt;img src="http://trig.com/chat_files/smilies/slant.gif" /&gt; In Sweden the government has monopoly on selling liquor so it's kinda fancy place to work in... For a retail store ;) But still. It sucks to carry boxes of wine around &amp;gt;_&amp;lt; I'm not that optimistic... Lol. But still I got a job, and I don't hate it. I learn a lot about food and wine and beer. It's cool.&lt;br /&gt;
And when I don't work with alcohol? I drink alcohol. Lol. Well, as a human being I feel useless.&lt;br /&gt;</description>
      <pubDate>Tue, 26 Aug 2008 21:25:25 +0000</pubDate>
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      <author>underdose</author>
      <link>http://trig.com/underdose/blog/2008/8/26/post/51917</link>
      <category>useless</category>
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      <title>February 20, 2008</title>
      <description>This past month have sucked in every singel way except the fact that I have seen HIM live &amp;lt;3 Yay for me! It was awesome!&lt;br /&gt;
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Music: Deathstars</description>
      <pubDate>Wed, 20 Feb 2008 17:19:19 +0000</pubDate>
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      <author>underdose</author>
      <link>http://trig.com/underdose/blog/2008/2/20/post/43097</link>
      <category>despair</category>
      <category>him</category>
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      <title>January 18, 2008</title>
      <description>Well the exam went so so... Could've done better! Anyways... I have to work tomorrow &amp;gt;_&amp;lt; But then I'm going to hang out with a friend and later on me and my classmates are going to flip this town upside down! Hell yeah!&lt;br /&gt;
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Music: &lt;span class="artist"&gt;Raised Fist&lt;/span&gt;</description>
      <pubDate>Fri, 18 Jan 2008 19:52:12 +0000</pubDate>
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      <author>underdose</author>
      <link>http://trig.com/underdose/blog/2008/1/18/post/41178</link>
      <category>hell</category>
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      <title>January 12, 2008</title>
      <description>Two days until my birthday! &lt;img src="http://trig.com/chat_files/smilies/grin.gif" /&gt; I didn't go out tonight cus I should study, but I'm not studying. Totally pointless. Damn exam! I'm going to fail!&lt;br /&gt;
Well well... There's still some days left....&lt;br /&gt;
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Music: The Wombats&lt;br /&gt;
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Love,&lt;br /&gt;
Lil Red Ridning Hood</description>
      <pubDate>Sat, 12 Jan 2008 21:15:47 +0000</pubDate>
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      <author>underdose</author>
      <link>http://trig.com/underdose/blog/2008/1/12/post/40859</link>
      <category>pointless</category>
      <category>boring</category>
      <category>study</category>
      <category>me</category>
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      <title>January 10, 2008</title>
      <description>I have an exam a week from now, scares the hell out of me! I haven't studied at all, but I will &amp;gt;_&amp;lt; Except the fact that I have stuff to do almost everyday. Meeh! And it's my birthday on monday too! I don't care for school that much.&lt;br /&gt;
A friend of mine is going to celebrate my birthday tomorrow ^^ With veggieburgers and cinema &lt;img src="http://trig.com/chat_files/smilies/grin.gif" /&gt; Love her &amp;lt;3&lt;br /&gt;
And I have to work on saturday... Sucks...&lt;br /&gt;
And I have to decide what to do for the next term. This course ends next week and I have applied for two course and I don't know which one of them I'm going to take! Confuzzled!&lt;br /&gt;
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Music: Escape the Fate&lt;br /&gt;
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Love,&lt;br /&gt;
Lil Red Riding Hood&lt;br /&gt;</description>
      <pubDate>Thu, 10 Jan 2008 20:20:20 +0000</pubDate>
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      <author>underdose</author>
      <link>http://trig.com/underdose/blog/2008/1/10/post/40714</link>
      <category>confusion</category>
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      <title>October  9, 2007</title>
      <description>I'm sick. Have a nasty cold and I just can't seem to get rid off...&lt;br /&gt;
I should study for my next exam but I don't have the book yet. &lt;img src="http://trig.com/chat_files/smilies/slant.gif" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
Nje I'm kinda apathetic at the moment...&lt;br /&gt;
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I want to go to the Dimmu Borgir concert but I don't have anyone to go with. But I hope it'll work out anyways... Maybe I'll meet someone I know there.&lt;br /&gt;</description>
      <pubDate>Tue, 09 Oct 2007 17:00:59 +0000</pubDate>
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      <author>underdose</author>
      <link>http://trig.com/underdose/blog/2007/10/9/post/33889</link>
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      <title>July 15, 2007</title>
      <description>Here's the thing: I don't have any classes until August 31, and I don't have a job. I need some structure or else I'll go nuts! And it's offical now, I'm nuts &amp;gt;_&amp;lt; Shit, I'm so bored and... I feel so hopeless and indifferent!&lt;br /&gt;
I don't care for this, at all.&lt;br /&gt;
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old pic, it's not snowing in sweden now &lt;img src="http://trig.com/chat_files/smilies/smile.gif?user_html=true" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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      <pubDate>Sun, 15 Jul 2007 13:36:24 +0000</pubDate>
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      <author>underdose</author>
      <link>http://trig.com/underdose/blog/2007/7/15/post/25123</link>
      <category>sad</category>
      <category>indifferent</category>
      <category>winter</category>
      <category>nuts</category>
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      <title>July  1, 2007</title>
      <description>&lt;img src="http://static2.trig.com/binary/production/Image/2/7/9/2/5/2/0/0/0/0/070627_429.jpg?timestamp=1183202259&amp;amp;user_html=true" style="width: 308px; height: 203px;" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
Me and my family were at a zoo a few days ago, where we got to go and visit the wolves &lt;img src="http://trig.com/chat_files/smilies/grin.gif?user_html=true" /&gt; They were so cute and friendly. On the pic my brother is getting some love from one of them, think he's name was Korax. &lt;img src="http://trig.com/chat_files/smilies/smile.gif?user_html=true" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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I just got home from a concert-sort-of-thing with a swedish sing-songwriter/poet/poetry slam artist/comedian, Emil Jensen. I love him, he's so cool &lt;img src="http://trig.com/chat_files/smilies/smile.gif?user_html=true" /&gt; Yay!&lt;br /&gt;
I'm working tomorrow, not that fun &amp;gt;_&amp;lt; I want to sleeep.&lt;br /&gt;</description>
      <pubDate>Sun, 01 Jul 2007 22:21:07 +0000</pubDate>
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      <author>underdose</author>
      <link>http://trig.com/underdose/blog/2007/7/1/post/23601</link>
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      <title>June 13, 2007</title>
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&lt;p&gt;Ellu all &amp;lt;3&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Yesterday one of mine friends graduated. (it's like graduating from high school. sorta.) She was all cute, and tipsy! Lol! She never drinks but hell you don't graduate everyday. Ah! Shii I miss my graduation. I had so much fun. But well, life at the university isn't too bad.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Today I'm gonna eat at a nice restaurant with my friend and then we're going to a concert. A swedish hiphopartist &lt;img src="/chat_files/smilies/smile.gif" /&gt;&amp;nbsp;Kinda a friend of ours. Funish!&lt;/p&gt;
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      <pubDate>Wed, 13 Jun 2007 11:30:04 +0000</pubDate>
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      <author>underdose</author>
      <link>http://trig.com/underdose/blog/2007/6/13/post/21919</link>
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      <title>May 25, 2007</title>
      <description>My train leaves tonight at 11 p.m., which means that we'll be in Stockholm at 5 a.m. What the hell do you do at 5 a.m.?! Even the bars are closed, sort of &lt;img src="http://trig.com/chat_files/smilies/yuck.gif" /&gt; Lol.&lt;br /&gt;
In Stockholm me and my friend are going to a conference. It's another Amnesty thing. &lt;img src="http://trig.com/chat_files/smilies/gasp.gif" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
But we get a free trip to Stockholm and the evening off, to parrtyy! &lt;img src="http://trig.com/chat_files/smilies/smile.gif" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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And now I'm hungry... Food!&lt;br /&gt;</description>
      <pubDate>Fri, 25 May 2007 14:27:47 +0000</pubDate>
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      <author>underdose</author>
      <link>http://trig.com/underdose/blog/2007/5/25/post/20272</link>
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      <title>May 18, 2007</title>
      <description>This weekend will suck, big time. I planned on going to gothenburg to visit my grandma but nee things just don't go my way this week! &lt;img src="http://trig.com/chat_files/smilies/slant.gif" /&gt; And I have no plans now, damn it.&lt;br /&gt;
Well I have to spend time with myself too... Not fun but you have to now and then. Lol, sounds really spiritual &lt;img src="http://trig.com/chat_files/smilies/smile.gif" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
      <pubDate>Fri, 18 May 2007 18:31:44 +0000</pubDate>
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      <author>underdose</author>
      <link>http://trig.com/underdose/blog/2007/5/18/post/19718</link>
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      <title>May 10, 2007</title>
      <description>Hell yeah I'm watching Eurovision Song Contest &lt;img src="http://trig.com/chat_files/smilies/smile.gif" /&gt; I'm voting for Cyprus! Love Evridiki &amp;lt;3 She's cool!&lt;br /&gt;
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Anyways... If things went my way I would have been at the AFI concert in Copenhagen tomorrow. But ofc, my friend who likes AFI can't go. She was supposed to go with me but stuff came upp &amp;gt;_&amp;lt; Damn! Me sad.&lt;br /&gt;
Well, I saw 69 eyes last weekend &amp;lt;3 Can't complain &lt;img src="http://trig.com/chat_files/smilies/grin.gif" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
      <pubDate>Thu, 10 May 2007 20:45:02 +0000</pubDate>
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      <link>http://trig.com/underdose/blog/2007/5/10/post/18974</link>
      <category>69</category>
      <category>eyes</category>
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      <title>April 29, 2007</title>
      <description>Yesterday I hung out with my superweird friend how peels potatos with cheese slicers &lt;img src="http://trig.com/chat_files/smilies/laugh.gif" /&gt; I love her. We played WoW and were totally nerdy!&lt;br /&gt;
Today I have to study statistics in psychology, how fun doesn't that sounds &lt;img src="http://trig.com/chat_files/smilies/slant.gif" /&gt; Crap...
&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;But tomorrow sweden has this great holliday called Valborg (think is's called Walpurgis Night :S in english, maybe from the german word). Really it's about burning witches but we made it a dricking-until-you-drop-holliday &lt;img src="http://trig.com/chat_files/smilies/grin.gif" /&gt; We light a big bonfire in a park, ride carousels and drink looots of alcohol. Gotta love Sweden for that! Sweds can only be themselfs with alcohol in their systems. Sadly enough &lt;img src="http://trig.com/chat_files/smilies/sad.gif" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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      <pubDate>Sun, 29 Apr 2007 10:32:55 +0000</pubDate>
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      <link>http://trig.com/underdose/blog/2007/4/29/post/18020</link>
      <category>valborg</category>
      <category>fire</category>
      <category>alcohol</category>
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      <title>February 26, 2007</title>
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&lt;p&gt;I can't tell you how many blogish sites I write on! I have 2 real blogs and then there's myspace, livejournal, sockerdricka and much more &lt;img src="http://trig.com/chat_files/smilies/gasp.gif" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;At the moment I'm watching NCIS. I love that show &lt;img src="http://trig.com/chat_files/smilies/grin.gif" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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      <pubDate>Mon, 26 Feb 2007 22:28:32 +0000</pubDate>
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