Dandy Jon
Drawing and photography,the art of my own being,a self portrait, a picture of a sparrow,the poetry of mine,the art of misery,the decadence of dandy ism,the celluloid of Jamie Bell,the songs of Billy Corgan,of these I find inspirations,but they don't always work,I've lived my life as an outsider,always looking in,but never stepping foot in the moral majority of things,I walk the streets of this city as a nobody,but in my mind I am somebody,I am an artist,I love to write -I love to draw-I love to take photos,I cannot function without doing some sort of art project,it's a way to express myself and to use my brain,which is hard to do when you have ADD like me,I'm not a hopeless cause or anything,I just can't function in the 9 to 5 world because of my ADD,I have to live my life this way,but I like it,I'm glad I'll never be a working stiff always slaving away just for a paycheck,money is money but its not enough to make me go back and become a zombie.I've been drawing since I was 4 years old,writing poetry and short stories since I was 13 and taking photos since I was 15,Art is my way of life,I cannot change,I don't want to change,and I'm writing new material for my trilogy and I'm drawing non stop,life is art and I am an artist looking at it as inspiration,a curse and liberty,Life has swallowed me whole
but I don't care,I'm still not as happy as most people should think I am,whatever happiness that comes my way will only be wiped away from memory
happiness can happen once in a while but eventually it stops coming around,maybe its because I'm an optimistic kind of person,but happiness is something that I'm not very use to since most people like to befriend me than leave me in the cold,I'm not talking about anyone in my current life right now these days,but I have met tons of people in the past that just used me for what I had,I didn't have much but it was enough for them to take advantage of me and use me
like some common whore
whatever happiness that comes my way,I shall keep close and true and strong,no matter how long or little it lasts,but happy art is boring art and I'm not some miserable artist all the time,but my sad art is my best art
because sadness is something that everyone can relate to,we only get oh so many happy moments in our lives
its best to keep those moments close for as long as you can
My name is Jon - I am an artist
but please don't hold that against me
but I don't care,I'm still not as happy as most people should think I am,whatever happiness that comes my way will only be wiped away from memory
happiness can happen once in a while but eventually it stops coming around,maybe its because I'm an optimistic kind of person,but happiness is something that I'm not very use to since most people like to befriend me than leave me in the cold,I'm not talking about anyone in my current life right now these days,but I have met tons of people in the past that just used me for what I had,I didn't have much but it was enough for them to take advantage of me and use me
like some common whore
whatever happiness that comes my way,I shall keep close and true and strong,no matter how long or little it lasts,but happy art is boring art and I'm not some miserable artist all the time,but my sad art is my best art
because sadness is something that everyone can relate to,we only get oh so many happy moments in our lives
its best to keep those moments close for as long as you can
My name is Jon - I am an artist
but please don't hold that against me
