xxvampyricaddictionxx en-us 40 xxvampyricaddictionxx's blog posts <p><font size="2">Im chasing a dream, that will never be..</font></p> <p>Why, oh why won't it set me free?</p> <p>Life chews me up and spits me out,</p> <p>Every hope, is eaten by doubt.</p> <p>..I hope and hope, but never pray...</p> <p>Why am I wasting, day after day?</p> <p>I can not see why, Through the tears I cry.</p> <p>I feel so bad, I wish I'd die..</p> <p>Eventually, It will be okay.. but for now, until then,</p> <p>In this sorrow I stay...</p> Fri, 09 May 2008 21:58:18 +0000 urn:uuid:47384 xxvampyricaddictionxx http://trig.com/xxvampyricaddictionxx/blog/2008/5/9/post/47384 hurt sick, love depressed, gloomy, sad Its part of a song I am writing. Its not finished yet<br /> I was depressed when i wrote it..<br /> <br /> Its about sadness, lies, etc..<br /> <br /> ..You hate to feel it's burning flames.<br /> Scorching you, oh the pain.<br /> It never seems to let up off of you,<br /> Squeezing tightly, Suffocating you..<br /> <br /> ___________________________________<br /> Another one...<br /> <br /> Sadness cages my withering heart, Killing me slowly, tearing me apart.<br /> <br /> _____________________________________________________<br /> <br /> Heres another one I wrote when i was almost suicidal.<br /> <br /> I hate myself, I want to die, I cannot count, the tears ive cried.<br /> Sadness consumes my every thought, swirling around me, killing my heart.<br /> Fri, 11 Apr 2008 20:01:58 +0000 urn:uuid:45907 xxvampyricaddictionxx http://trig.com/xxvampyricaddictionxx/blog/2008/4/11/post/45907 song poem, depressed, sad, My myspace is www.myspace.com/himfanforlifeafter<br /> <br /> My youtube is www.youtube.com/sarah241847<br /> <br /> Gaia Online: sarah241847<br /> <br /> Xanga: <a href="http://www.xanga.com/sarah241847">www.xanga.com/sarah241847</a><br /> <br /> ...................................................................................................<br /> Yup. really bored, about to play my guitar, and stuff. Just wanted to add some contact info and stuff. y'know.. first post stuff.~~<br /> <br /> *************************************************<br /> <br /> About me a bit..<br /> <br /> Name:<br /> Age:<br /> Height:<br /> Personality:<br /> <strong><br /> <span style="text-decoration: underline;">Favorites..</span><br /> Band:</strong> HIM<br /> <strong>Color:</strong> Blue<br /> <strong>Food:</strong> Pizza<br /> <strong>Drink:</strong> Water<br /> <strong>Soda:</strong> Pepsi<br /> <strong>Movie:</strong> Edward Scissorhands<br /> <strong>Song:</strong> Killing Loneliness- HIM<br /> <strong>Actor:</strong> Johnny Depp<br /> <strong>Actress:</strong> Liv tyler/ Kate Winslet<br /> <strong>Video game(s):</strong> Super Smash Bros Melee, Animal Crossing Wild World, Any Zelda game. I am a HUGE&nbsp;Zelda fan.&nbsp;<br /> <strong>TV Show(s):</strong> Viva La Bam, Jackass, Homewrecker, Scarred, Jimmy Kimmel Live (Sometimes)&nbsp;<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <strong><span style="text-decoration: underline;">Last...</span></strong><br /> <strong>Movie you saw:</strong> 21<br /> <strong>Book You Read:</strong> I forget<br /> <strong>Phone Call: <em>I HATE USING THE&nbsp;PHONE!!!!</em><br /></strong> <strong>IM/ Email/ Text:</strong> Melissa, Ally<br /> <strong>said "I love you":</strong> Today to my cat<br /> <strong>Hugged someone:</strong> My cat<br /> <strong>Kissed Someone:</strong> ..my cat.. lol<br /> <br /> Fri, 11 Apr 2008 19:40:20 +0000 urn:uuid:45903 xxvampyricaddictionxx http://trig.com/xxvampyricaddictionxx/blog/2008/4/11/post/45903 guitar music, valo, ville h.i.m., him, sarah241847,