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I'm terribly excited and a little heartbroken.

Terribly excited because now, more than ever, I can see a future without a cubicle and headset. A future that doesn't include getting cussed out for calling you at dinner. A future where the only stress I'll incur is the stress I inflict upon myself. It won't be overnight and it won't be easy, but it willl be done, because it has to be. I won't say anymore until I have something more concrete, more tangible to show.

Heartbroken because my boyfriend and I broke up. He wasn't ready emotionally, and with the huge change coming up in my life, I wasn't ready to be tied down to someone who needed me in one place. It hurts, but each day has become just a little easier.